ha. just back from the toilet.
not for poot poot or do wad...
is be there to cry my guts out...
no one cared. parents r just at the other side of the living room, no one noticed i've dropped tears. so.... i went in toilet to hide n cry. v efficient n effective. :)
yup. went in for half an hour or so. come out also no one notice. ha. haha. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX.
=.=
haix. is there smth wrong?? u might ask me...
YES! im stressed up! n the person i wan him to be there is not... might be slping ba... its almost 11 le. ha. ___ thinks ___ hmmm. he nva slp? ha... cus i got his miss call at 11.36pm. __ thinking wad is he doing between 10 26-1136 pm... hahax. wanna know?? go his blog see the tags lo (: now i know wad he busying abt le. at least know tat he feel better le. even if its from the tags or his blog wo xing man yi zhu le. (: he also cannot msg. miss call also. *wonders why* hahax.
nva tell him i cried. dun wanna waste his msges come comfort me or sighing or asking me wad now- if he bad mood or y-when he lazy or fa shen shen mo shi- when he in good mood. in the end i also feel the same. dar moodless also. dun wanna fan him. ha. duno how is he now. ha. i worry whole day. HAHAHAHAHAHAX...* luffing like a sha gua * =.=
anw, tml job interview jia you. hope u will tell me wads wrong today. i wish to be the first to know. (:
msg mei yin... instant reply... got comforted. n got someone to pei. :') felt lots better. thanks HAO JIE MEI! :p in the end still will stress. :p hahax. but i appreciate her thought :)
in the toilet washing face tat time i also can day dream, didn't notice the water running cus blasting my ears off. X) was thinking if i nva saw it, nva close the tap... will it flow till tml?? X)
*giggles*
___ imagine an overflowing toilet! woots! my tooth brush will float on the basin too!___
:p ya. i admit im cheeky. wad can eu do? muahahax.
all my besties... BE THERE FOR ME WILL YA? *smooches*
ppl say i tend to change alot le. esp mei yin. not as cheerful as crappy le ba?? more of a sad, stressed and depressed mini me le q: missed the old me?? i read back on ben n i de conversations when we first met n things really changed alot. from the starting of our relationship till now. (: missed those memories n days spent. now is *leng zing qi* not as mushy le ba. bleh. dun jealous XD
tatax!
