just to make things clear...
ben did not bully me...
ive cried not because of him...
is due to the upcoming exams that had stressed me alot...
people had high hopes for me...
im afraid that i cant make it...
cus its already the second chance...
if i dun cherish it, it will be gone...
my future will be gone...
feel the pressure now??
my late grandpa, my parents, my living grandfather, my god parents, relatives, cousins, besties and friends...
although i wanna go ITE, but alot ppl pursuading me not to. like ryan and cousin, cus spent too long n if finding job also very tough.
last time i use to have a faith, now i cant believe in it already, cus it has failed once n not to be failed again.
used to admire meiyin with her poly life. now we are one year apart. same age. she led a better schooling life tat me. if i can make it, i wanna go same school as her too. :) at least there is a bestie to accompany.
tats all i have to say.... for all those pipos who still think ben is bullying me after reading this post i shall change ur head into a kuku brain >:[ GET IT!?!? *roars!*
*i need someone to hold onto me tight n guide me thru my troubles_____ will ya??
