whee~
today i got dentist appointment
i woke up late
cus i slept ard 450AM on that day ;x
i woke ard 12pm- noon
read a little of my book
den wash up
have lunch
bathe
rush out
take bus
go somerset
saw my mum
walked there
cus my mum flu
uncle hendry scared she pass to him XD
so my turn lo );
pain ahhhh
he fill the holes
3 of them
mama say she scared of the drilling XD
how cute.
im kana tortured lo
he keep asking me to open wide wide
VERY WIDE LE LEHHHH
ppl mouth small can!?
^@$#%&!@$#^%@!$^*#
XD
jk..
numb le.
like cramps in da mouth
heng it lasted fast
if not i faint on the spot
my feet got pok pok again
haisss
this time is on the pinky toes.
yea. toeSSSS
both of them kana
right one de pok pok burst first
no wonder so pain.
bought 1 top 3 bottoms 3 er hemm... XD
so happy
hualalala~
bought at china town de, the mouth pain lasted from somerset till chinatown
u go count how long ba ;x
cannot eat much more choc le. T_T
but hu can cure my addictness? RAWRS...
then hor, i strode fast back to my apartment.
too fast that the plaster came off.
wahlaos damn pain sia
-hopes he is there to piggy back me-
hen tong neh!
the left pok pok burst le
T_T
den i slowly hold the wall i slide back home XD
hee heex.
oh ya tml im gg swimming!~ not to swim but see the duck n the mouse swim..
lets see who DROWNS first. *prays n hope its the duck*
mus rmb to bring my book go >;3
yup yup, came to bloggggg
tummy aches. ); y does women have menses n y guys doesnt have.
y doesnt God make them bleed monthly n know the taste of being a women.
just tell me y~
anyway, guys are meant to die earlier than woman.
so listen up morons, [esp those hu mistreated ladies]
be a gentleman n live long {;
back to the topic, met mei yin a few days back.
at j8.
we saw a Money god. or a.k.a cai shen yeh
he have a bag of color thingies, like balls or smth.
if u take the same color, u can take a smth... a small gift.
yup so we queued up n played, mei yin got a yellow n green.
then my turn, i got a yellow n green too. [no wonder we can be jie meis Cx]
buttt....
the lucky one is after us,
a guy took the same color,
and got an ANG PAOooooo0o0o0o0o
dunno how much is inside Cx
-peeps
den we march off to j8, actually suppose to head to bugis.
but didnt.
den end up looking at shoes, bags, bag charms, clothes, jeans, mini skirts, bottoms, etc.
n horrrrr that mei yin horrrrrr
everytime when i pass by a shop wanna go in she will stop me de
PULL me in the middle of the street in public. den we go monkeying ard. Cx
that swensons part damn funny niaaaa
cus she saw the sundae, TOPLESS 5.
den she say aloud, "aye! TOPLESS, mei you chuan yi fu[meaning nva wear tops]"
so pai seh lo, den the 2 yan daos in front turn over look at us.
she keep luffing away. i pull her back she see le luff non-stop.
XD of cus i luff also la, but not as HIONG as her..
we end up having dinner in PASTAMANIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
again..
ordered the ham n sausage baked rice and 10 INCH hawaiian pizza^^
den hor saw got 1 yan dao facing us.. muahahx
mei yin picked a table. woot
can see ^^
but duno that yandao opposite de is his gf or not.
so when we ate we observed (x
eat eat eat.... eat till i suddenly rmb that my mum wanted me to buy egg tarts,
as i forget the time le, which was soon to closing-10pm...
den haven see whether that person is boy or girl, is his gf a not,
mei yin urge me to take the slice of pizza den chiong to buy egg tarts =.=
my feet damn pain la hurrs.
she dont let me change shoeeeessss T_T
that ebril donald duck.
make into bei jing kao ya the next time
rawrs
almost got pock pock like last time lo
got pock pock den i cant go out.
cus pain pain when walk.
(x nvm, call my baby bf piggy back me XD
heex...
ta hen teng wor
^^
thats all~ gonna play my maple, be my detective, be a fishie, n be a bookworm. seeyas!~ *salutes*
^^ today i went to nyp. whee
i took the bus.
i thought i will be late.
i RUSHED there.
alot of pipo looking at me. *maybe my skirt too mini* ;p
waited like a damn 30 mins for the guys to show up.
when they met with me, i caught attention that someone's eyes lit up.
cus i nva appear in my CASUAL look b4. like kewl top n mini skirts.
i felt being scanned [maybe X-RAYed] from head to toe by every guy that saw me.
even on the bus =.=
then walk n followed behind the guys where they talk talk n talk.
meet alicia n jiajia ^^
im surprized to see jiajia.
cus i already know alicia will turn up. i tot she didn't ):
den walk ard.
joke.
luff.
play.
n i went to take my goodie bag.
dunno is the guy look at me chio or wad gave me a special goodie bag.
inside got STYLE magazine *worth 6 bucks*
normal goodie bag got 8 days only. whee~
suppose to meet jason. but im a blur baby.
mistaken nyp n nanyang sch of arts.
hmmms, i tot they are the same mua. ;3
so we nva met );
den hor, we stopped by the vending machines.
guess what?
i pop my sight into the inner of the vending machine.
found a pack of wafers.
FREE OF CHARGE.
the girls n i helped ourselves then ^^
den when about to go home we WAITED for the cheerleading to began.
the malay choir so hyper n cute ^^ they sit n dance dance
den came to the CHEERLEADING.
not to gooogle at guys. but ONE girl.
ONE typical girl that i think ALL of u should know her.
THE FAMOUS NYP VIDEO STAR!
TAMMY!
btw, she did not perform that well.
the cheerleading squad sucks.
n she still have the face to stay in NYP.
after the cheerleading, ALOT ppl left.
so means that alot ppl waiting to see her. XD
muahahx.
im evil >;]
thats all for today~
my evil mama makes my wanna jump buildings for her ;]
im not that hard hearted to erase his name one my blog, but since he wanna erase my name that he hated me so much. so be it. (:
we have nva been so sweet like how he treated her. calling her little nicknames n stuffs. yep. so thats much of it.
giddy spells works on me now. but hu cares~ fainted the best. fainted alone at home. dunno who will come pick up my corpse. so ppl, dont bother to find me. since he doesnt like my presence. so be it.
if he wanna block or delete me on msn. :) let him be. cus he HATES me. for all i have been TORTURING him. :)
ben, you are nothing but just a big fat lier.
is it just so hard to say it is winnie? ur winnie? ur bee? ur baby bunny girl?
now i doubt every word that u say, cus u lie.
its hard for me to believe you are still SINGLE, ur mifeng is just your FRIEND, and u said u wanna call me, u passed by my apartment in ur father's car... ha. its hard to believe in ur lies.
now i have been thinking, have i even been cheated since 1 year n 17 days? i think so. cus im cus a gullible person. so easy for u to lie to. even thou i knew u lied in the 1 year and 17 days, i still can take it. and im always there for u, dont take me for granted.
u wanna lie to me also can, lie to others also can. its ur choice. but now to me, you are nothing but just a big fat lier, how do u expect me to trust any word u say?? i cant. so stop lying to me. your words are nothing but just plain lies in my eyes.
even thou i know winnie was there, i still keep quiet. so just stop lying and face the reality. soon, u will know abt the future. and i will be waiting to see how it looks like.
Whee~ ytd went out with the [[MMD]]<3
Only those involved then will know wads that ^^
Hmm we meet at toa payoh interchange.
Den the [D] came late XD maybe [D] missed the 163 after [M] cus [M] arrived first lo. Hahax. Den we chat chat, so pong qiao. Saw joo hiang there. She now studying…studying….hmmm I forgor her sch le. XD whatever. But glad to see she is doing fine lo. Then chat abt us den she left le.
That’s when [D] came. XD muack [D] lalalalas. Muack muack muack. What can u do leh. Lalalalas. Den I went to muack [M] also. [M] say thank you leh! XD whee~
Actually wanna watch movie with them de. But [D] no time, have to prepare for test TODAY. So wish [D] good luck le lors. Hahax. MUACKS!
So we decided to buy pizza, from pizza hut. Take way to [M] house to eat. Bought 2 pizza, one cheese one Hawaiian lovers. XD and for me, myself, and I, I bought the sweet and spicy drumlets << my favourite leh! They 2 dunno how to appreciate di. Humph.
Bought FNN orange also, so funny de laaaaa, cus I n [M] scissors paper stone to see wad flavor of FNN to buy. Every time hor, [M] and I will come out the same pattern de. So [D] got fed up, and scissors paper stone with [M] lmao. Luff till my skirt wanna drop le. Den hor, [D] wanted [M] to go pay at at ‘somebody’ counter, but that ‘somebody’ close counter le, so sad nehhh. T_T.. LIM..LIM…LIM dunno wad laaaaa T_T
Den boarded the bus, when reaching [M]’s home saw Joshua XD den [D] chat chat with him lo. [D] say Joshua like wearing pierce de clothings. WOOT! XD I will nva step in pierce ever again. BLEHs.
Then we went to ate pizza, joke play luff around. Xp I went to smack [D] and [M] de backside worrrr. XD but [D] don’t dare smack back. Xp [M] dare to smack me lehhh. DA DAN LE. Mus train [M] to fear me le. MUACK-hahahx. >:]
That’s all for yesterday le ba.. now im so hungry. T-T go eat my ter-cah~ MUACK!
Tuesday; 16 - 01 - 07today we went for movies! right after mei yin's help out at rp, we meet at causeway point for movies. :) we went to cold storage to buy tidbits. she got her nachos n i got my coco puff. :D we got DEATH WATER time slot at 5.15. NC 16 also. :) but hor. the movie sucks anyway. i spent 13 bucks cus i treat for mei yin :) rather watch other movies. i still catch no ball in the end. i think they cut away too much le. cut till we see the FRAGMENTS that is left.
then we went to their popular. send BOOKs. :D INTERESTING ONEs. :D muahahx. >:] and abt the mini tiramisu. its from crytal jade de leh~~~ that mei yin la, bluff me again. humph. RAWRS. she say she stomach pain. urgent. wanna lao sai. XD den i let her go lo. but i also think guai guai de. cus before we entered mini toons, we went to toilet le. cant be so FAST and EFFICENT her bowels could work de right? hahax. den she bought me this mini tiramisu. TY LAO PO~<3>
Saturday; 20 - 01 - 07
GUESS WHAT! I SPENT $516 BUCKS ON 4 CK perfumes!
TAKE A GOOD LOOK BELOW ^^
its 4 CK perfume. calvin klein in fact. no imitations :D lavender essence. strictly no alcohol!~ so nice smell ^^ last for 6 hours. AND when i got it, it haven't launched yet. :)
okies. XD abt the pricing is fake, the others are geunine facts. :D mei yin and i were at bugis, once we step out of the mrt. there is a friendly gal that approaches us. saying that its a event hosted by u-weekly magazine and i-weekly magazine. any person hu is wearing BLACK on that special day get to buy the lavender essence perfume as a v special price. but first we have to take a survey..
as the original price of the 100ml bottle is $129. n that is a lot of ching chings as u can see. so as we are students. we were asked that for wad is the most affordable price it is to sell in market. i said 70 n mei yin say 60-80. hahax. so our price range is there. cus... there is a BRAND. CALVIN KLEIN... if not brand, how cheap also can la! XD in market now as u can see, all calvin klein products are 100 and above. and this product that we bought, the company hopes that students can afford to buy n own them. it has not been officially launched thou, but its a event for valentine's day. that those who wore black n appear in BUGIS can be entitled to the value PACK... *she says my black skirt not counted T_T must be black TOP. and to be in the 50 of the black top ones, so far we are the 45th! whee!*
and... the value pack is.
at a discount of 70% u can buy one of the perfume featured. the lavender essence perfume. which cost $39.90... its like from $129 to $39.90. a total WOW... PLUS! A BONUS...
_open ur damn eyes wide k!_
as BONUS, u can get 3 more of it free! yup!^^ its unisex also, guys can wear, gurls can wear, ah guas also. ;) the lady say de >.<>
yup. so its 4 for the price of 39.90 basically. ;) i got 2 mei yin got 2. hmmms, no use for me also. so i think as a valentine present ba. see which guy is that lucky. as for the other bottle will be for my future bf. ;)
yup. a.... and its all thanks to mei yin that she wore a black top. if not we cant be entitled. and ME!~ MEMEME for suggesting to go to bugis! XD
and the official launch that for this product to be sold in the market will be FEB 01, n the price range might be like we commented, 60-80 perhaps. but.. only in SASA outlets will be sold first, and 60-80 bucks for ONE bottle only. WOOT!
_thick skin_
n ya! free kisses! who wants! i dunno y la. since break le i start to kiss ppl unintentionally :D like mei yin. let me kiss till bui ta han le. princess mus have my kisses den she can slp de. if not she cant slp :D den she will miss me also. ;D my kisses are like her VITAMINS :D woot!
FREE KISSES~~~ WHO WANTS~ LET ME SEE....
dont say that u didnt 2 timed....
"Darling, dont like that alright? I know I hurt you alot by having 2 time. I know. I feel damn guilty. I dunno how to make the choice. I dont want. Pls. I love u 2."
when u r guilty, dont show me that u are angry n said u didnt 2 timed. dont say its ME who thinks u n her are together where u ask urself "did u really LIKED her", the answer u know it in ur heart.
if u knew that u n her are not really together n just closed frens, u wont bother to feel sorry or guilty at all, cus u didnt do anything wrong. am i right to say u 2 are together? ur gestures says so. yea. so? anything u say lar, alright?
since u dont wanna care at urself le i wont too. i wont care abt myself or let others care abt me, i NEED NO CARE.
if i fever, sicked, cried, puked, or what ever dont bother le ba. right?
i am learning to put u down le, dont need bother to hope for meet, talk, kiss, hug, spent valentines together le. its all over. DO YOU GET IT? YINGXUAN? get it into ur damn freaking mind.u have no hopes anymore. YINGXUAN, YOU ARE HOPELESS. get it!?
yep. thats all for US... or EX u prefer.
_draw the line_
now, i will talk abt what happened today. :) _adjust qing qu_
i meet hui ying to go for ngee ann open house. that smexi babe lo, u know u know? X) wajaja. so many many ppl ogling at her. hahax. wear more la. MUAHAHX. re si ni >:p den sit bus take mrt. on the train talk talk. joke joke. luff luff. hahax. time past fast for me n her. (: ying wei you ta, wo cai hui you le xiao rong. yep. she said wanna pei me shan xing. n she really did it. thank you thank you. :D
hmms, den hor i brought my MEDI case along X) met quan hao, wei ting, n the will... will what ah? i donno his name XD i n quan hao really like the same type of gal la. crazy yet innocent XD
muahahax. later hui ying see le PUKE all over her com.. X)
hui ying n quan hao keep eating my MEDI lorrr... eat sweet de first XD later den eat sour de. in the end they ate the whole box of MEDI. high liao le. we really can luff all day without complains. :D hmmms. den they saw their sch mates, VERY DE HIGHHH. X) damn it, it started raining. heng i wore the holey moley shoe. but the damn shoe laces keep falling out. lol. den hui ying saw a boy tying shoe lace she said : " HEY! NI DE TONG XIANG " LOLS..... X)
we crap alot today la. then ahmad bring us walk walk ard. :) but all is the same areas. :( hmmms quan hao wants me to pei her study early childhood wor. but hor, mus see results can first hao ma? :) first choice for me is food science > early child hood > ITE... bishan of cus. today went to search for courses to take at ite bishan campus... hmmms, got abt servicing de. cus near my hse ma.. still considering lo. ha. okok, back to main point. if i really canot make it to any polys i shall go ite le ba. like wj said also le. if cannot he also go ite. yays. den i will have a partner :)
hui ying like to say some of her quotes. '' many many ppl '' or '' many many diamonds dangling '' X) so cute la she. she say i v 'cute' also. 'CLASSIC' X) = lao gu ban >.<><><><>< den reach le pei hui ying buy drinks. eat bread. see shuai ge talking to her. she arhm chio lor. XD so cute. hahax. feel like biting her in one mouthful. can see that the guy is interested in her la, shy shy when talking to her also. X) good leh. hui ying jia yous. :) if u really go meet him tonight hor, give him ur number laaaaa. XD or u wanna make him despo for ur num also can XD den saw hui ying de mama. she so cute also. every mama sure will worry who their daugther go out with de. so when she saw me i think she quite relieve le ba. cus im a GUAI GUAI PAI. heex. maybe the next time u saw yinguxan she will be having brown dolly hair, make up, in short skirts n mini tops XD u will nva know :) den guys will paying more attention on me den walking straight. :) MUAHAHAX
wajajax. laopo comforting me now. xiao xiao dunno but she still makes me smile. ah gong also. :) thank you for ur attention :) although they are online frens but they still have a heart to care for pipos. :) esp me! seeya!
its been the first day...
been having hallucinations that my phone missed call, rang, sms recieved tone.
nah, im just hallucinating. there wont be such things happening anymore.
wad u mean by close frens, doesnt seem to be that close anymore. despite not as close as u n her.
dont think there will be any chances anymore, so no high hopes for me too.
y not just cry them all out, and it will be a better day?
it hurts just to see how i am treated after ytd. whatever, things will never be the same as before.
_peace out_
i missed u deeply even when we are together...
now.
i will definitely missed ur...
-person
-kisses
-hugs
-msgs
-voice
-memories
-promises
-care
-love
-warmth
-msn chats
-phone chats
-sms chats
-presence
-shadows
-soul
.....badly.
let him go...
let him have his happiness, while you wait for his good news.
let him go...
let him free as he was struggling to do so.
let him go...
let him roam with smiles on this face again.
let him go...
as you believed its the right thing to do so.
let him go...
like a kite free without strings anymore.
let him go...
even your heart breaks to do so.......
yippi! today went to meiyin de sch alone. i know on my way alot ppl stare or look at me v long. i dunno why also X) hmmms. maybe its my look i gave them. too sweet to handle. MUAHAHX. ok. enuff of crapping. when i was to leave my hse my pop keep hurrying me off. cus gonna rain. becus of his crow's mouth - wu ya zhui. it had a heavy downpour. sheesh. den i walk in shelter, take bus, take mrt, take bus 11 - walking there den i reach le. all gg home while i gg there X)
since i been there once le i am more confident of where to find mei yin le. since she want me to get lost in RP and hope someone will pick me - this poor little girl to find her. .= along the way alot ppl look at me la. esp guys. X) all the sch students there. see the crowd n u will know it. blehs. den i have to roundabout to walk INTO the hallway there. as meiyin gave me clues ytd. SCHOOL OF APPLIED SCIENCE > SAS... i followed the crowd n made my way there :)
saw her booth and her booth the people. wahahax. got one guy is indian, but he v fun to be with. then ALICE IN WONDERLAND!~ XD mei yin make fun of another guy n alice. poor them X) n hor. mei yin is luff the whole day de. aiyos, i know u happy to see me appear there den say la XD *thick skin* Xp
dave- the guy who illustrated how to make a pill.. v funny also. hahahx. cus got 2 kids come to see him illustrate. ask him damn lot qns. from GREESE sch de. hahax. v cute of em also. one of the curly hair one asked : can this pill be chalk? * den he took a pill and write on his hand * .= there was once, where a group of blue uni ppl, with an M written, dunno is which sch lai de. 5 gals one guy. there was this girl who took a pill, and when dave say it can be consumed cus its only starch, she IMMEDIATELY sank her teeth into the pill. and CONSUMED a little nibble of it. .= how toot can a gal be.. it has a terrible taste i think. then we all luff... that that guy .= so GULLIBLE! XD i saw him took a pill and ATE the whole of it sneakly. and he know the consequence le. the *BLEAH* look on his face made us luff so much. so GULLIBLE. X) like meiyin say i v easy to pian also the same theory... .= cus im GULLIBLE... .=.=
hmms. i love the smell of cocoa liquor. damn nice. addicted le. the sweet smell still lingers in my nasal passage. WOOT. and hor. i saw a guy that at the first *eye to eye moment* i thought HE was a GIRL... then when the others walked away den i realise he is a guy. so cute la he. like L in death note like tat XD then i shall refer him as Mr. L. i will return to talking abt him later.
then i spent time waiting for mei yin at her booth there. hahax. she spent time to make a tour with me. ME! XD so honoured lehhh. she so busy still tour with me. im so touched. WAHHHHHHHHH T_T hahax done with emo-ing...
we got alot free gifts and eye-goodies.
brouchers...
pamphlets....
vouchers....
hp diao diaos... FROM THE SAMSUNG K5! god damn, i really want it so much T~T dont let me see it again *prays*
cd casing...
den we returned to the booth le.
joke, luff, play, stone, take pics, talk talk...
head to cwp... when heading to cwp, i spotted Mr. L again... muahahx. but he walk to cwp while we take bus. so mei yin cant see his face or how he look lo.... then i hais, bo bian lo... THEN! when it happened! when we reach cwp le hor, that guy is there! n mei yin can see how he look like. he keep looking at us la, damn ps. X) while in RP also. X) *shy* XD muahahax. then hor i actually wanna treat mei yin things de. like movies, sakae sushi, toys, necklace... etc. XDDD but then she dont wantttt ); den k lo. tml we chiong there again. muahahax.
muahhahax. a.... then i ate ham and sausage baked rice at PASTAMANIA, its the only dish that satifies my taste buds there. muahahx. and i finish the whole gratin! woot! X) then mei yin went home first, cus i know she need to wash clothes somemore. sorry to hold u back so long >< then i wait for bus alone n go back alone lo. ~ *we did alot crazy stuffs in the MRT* whee!~
a PS: i n waishi are too high le. we crapped abt rape, grapes, nehs, imaginery sex, and its MEI DE LOR X) she saw my pictures then she too enthu le, thought i raped derrick, den she say MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape!- *a translation means- mai RAPE RAPE! >:l u want RAPE go buy GRAPE and RAPE! XD so cute la she. then when i am blogging i put msn status as away, *blogging neh* < sounds like indian slang... den auto msg is. I SAY LE I BLOGGING LE U NEH NEH! X) then we quarrelled, sorta debated in better words, [i am the one that the nicks start with ; ah siao bla bla bla... then waishi nick is Quote of the day: bla bla bla...] and the story beginss...
; ah siao ju... auto-message: i say i blogging le u neh neh X)
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
i not neh neh
; ah siao ju... says:
u r neh neh
; ah siao ju... says:
dont tell me u no neh neh also
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
i got neh neh but i not neh neh
; ah siao ju... says:
yes u r a neh neh
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
i not lorrrrrrrrrrrrr!
; ah siao ju... says:
cus u have neh neh!
; ah siao ju... says:
yes!
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
LOL
; ah siao ju... says:
in case u no neh neh den u r not a neh neh!
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
den boys -> kuku..?
; ah siao ju... says:
and cant u see im blogging now u neh neh!
; ah siao ju... says:
boys have neh neh also
; ah siao ju... says:
so they are neh neh!
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
xi yi bannnnnnnnnnnnn!
; ah siao ju... says:
no!
; ah siao ju... says:
they have neh also!
; ah siao ju... says:
so they r NEH NEH!
; ah siao ju... says:
understand!
; ah siao ju... says:
say yes cher!
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
NO CHER
Quote of the day: MAI GRAPE GRAPE! >:l u wan grape go buy grape and grape! says:
=d
; ah siao ju... says:
high le high le
------------------and thats all for today, those who are reading this post now.... U NEH NEH! X) -------------------
-are you willing to hold thy hand till old
to keep those vows and promises and not to break them,
be responsible and be honest to your loved one.-
-sworn by the heart that blood bleeds thru and flows into the mind,
loved by the eyes and beats of the heart.
conscious that awakes the word that brings love.
courage, honesty, humble, responsible, competible, loyal, respect, fate, freedom, bonds, ties, promises, vows.-
-true love appears when fate arrives.
sorrows and unhappiness will soon departs.
hand in hand they walked their path.
in thy name they share as one.
in the name of love they were cherished as one.-
-are you willing to take thy other half as your kin,
no matter poor, sick, old, frail, deserted.
swore and vow that her happiness is bound in your hands.
strong wills will end hardships,
thy power of love will conquer obstacles.
her future will be led in your hands.
in the name of God, amen.-
these days i no work le v bored leh... den huiying like v xing ku taking after my job. feel so guilty ): hais. haish haish haish....
yuan ben is go high teh de... at orchard hotel... but.. T-T pao tang le. nvm! still got chance di! next tuesday here we come!
rotting le :) hmmms. sing songs to entertain myself. lalalalalalala..
hmmms. get fed up with people cus i really dunno what they want.. %$@#*!*
hmmms. miss benben alot. :) sms, talk talk, chat chat, habbo habbo. i miss him every year, every week, every day, every hour, every min and every sec. :) cant bear to lose ya :)
1 year n 11 days :) and we will continue to the valentines, new years, birthdays, festivals, christmas, :)
that day 'dar dar' come talk to me. :) all those who rmb what happened in the radio blog will be included in our vip list if we ever get married XD with warm welcomes. :) 'dar dar' still thought that after that day we really gonna get married XD lalalalalas. soon le ba >< we shall see to that.
and hui ying. thanks alot for being there for me. i knew i said alot harsh things, im sorry ): still good buddies right?? )': bu yao bu li worrr. i miss u babe. dunno how are you liao. k, i promise u wont think of doing silly things or smoke. oki? :)
i feel cold these feel days. when will you come to give me a warm hug again?? i wonder..... (:
hying~~~ if u got come my blog pls give me ur url in msn! i forget to link eu liao~! ><
pls dont put ur link at tag tag. cus later got ppl ka jiao u. hahax.
i miss u babe~ how's ur ready for work!?
X)
the last day of work...
i went to amk to borrow what i wanted.. 3 big bags i carry home. when i was walking to the bus stop i realise signs that says amk hypermart. i was curious that how big it could get. so i went inside. shun bian go find my fav buddy sarah~. so i walked walked. as u ppl know how sharp my eyes can be. when i was walking with the crowd into the direction which i think will lead me to the hypermart i saw sarah walking in the opposite direction right in front of me. dunno is it fate or what. XD she didnt notice cus she was looking on the ground. i use my right hand to grab 2 bags n use the free left hand to wave in front of her face. n i stunned an uncle right behing me. XD - cus of my 'waving' den she was so surprise to see me. we talked n i gave her her x mas pressie which was still in my bag, gave her my num and she walked with me to the road junction. :D awww. i missed her. hahax. so its fate that we shall meet ma. cus in that instant that i was deciding whether i should step into that building my instituition tells me yes. n in the path that say caution! wet floor! i still decided to walk that path. if not... i will not meet her! XD
today...8th of jan... monday.... i was hoping a miracle will happen (: but it did not ): so too bad ba. i think i nva made myself clear so nth will happen. hmmms. nvm ba. i went out with...... JYKM.... those who know this guy will know who i went out with :D nnewaes we met, went to city hall there, chat, talked, joke, luff, whacked, smiles, hahax. when i was hanging ard at challenger i saw webcams. and i decided to get one for myself. so there i was holding a webcam preparing to buy it... when tat... JYKM took the samsung K5 that tempted me so much into buying it. it has stereos, wma format, mp3, radio, pictures, 2GB... sleek black n light. wth... i can afford it. but the thing is... once i bought it. all my pay will be gone. just to get that mp3... he kept stopping me to make payment. n made me left challenger without it. hahax. he's having a good tot for me la. but the moment i step out of challenger i was filled with regrets. i so wanted it... btw. ziwei called. she offered me a job. sell TIGER BEER >< XD i wish too (: i told her i will consider. whee. i wanna work with her leh.... humphs. den i think n think, how long then i can earn a double of the price of the mp3 so that i can buy it home... n i will still have $$ in my acc. i think n think. till now im also thinking. X)
a thing to note.... better dont go out with JYKM again.... he is a
....^@$^%#$@*&%$#^%@!$#^%$@!^%!!!!!!!!! XD cus when we were on the bus home. he sat beside me. a lady asked us where cat high is, so we told her the bus will get there. she was 2 seats in front of us. den when the stop reached. i tell him, '' GOGO! tell her!" den he went to tell her cat high reach le, but the lady says '' i will alight the next stop''.. both of us have left out seats. n that toot toot JYKM walked to the door.... pressed the door belll.....n ALIGHTED!!!!! ONE FREAKING STOP B4 our destination. stupid him. when he ownself alight i was too shocked that i remained in the same spot right next to the door. n the bus door closed. then i freaked n tapped my card n alighted with him...=.= i was DAMN fed up. cus my feet de toe is hurting me badly, i dont wish to walk u know? n i have to walked a ONE STOP distance ++ to reach home. wth.. i took his newspaper n whacked him everytime he maked me angry. X) although the fire is still burning but the way he siam me i keep laughing... i keep making fun of him la. hahahx. so qian da. hurrs. he still say wanna jio me out tml... =.= no way.. one day is enuff. u better get ur ass in the army bunk. till fri i dont wanna see ya :)
*_ im evil, so be it._*
i have decided to quit... no one helped me btw. when im all troubled, stressed, cried, i just keep recalling what you said to me... what he said to me... what i regretted, what i did not regret. what have i learnt from this v mth...7th is the last day. and on the 8th i wish for a miracle to happen.
-don't let me go, don't make me leave-
anyways. after all those memories and fade aways flashbacks. who is really living in your heart now? ask yourself. you know. don't hold on to something you are not sure whether you should let go. if you are tired. if you think you wanna try something new. tell me. i understand. i can take it. it doesn't matter how harsh it will be. i still have to take it all.
independent- strong-willed, alone, unbeatable.
i can become independent. after all, im numbed. count the number of shocks i can take, and compare to yours. no one can take it. but i can. afterall, im numbed... ma mu le.
-blinded by love, cursed by love-
u see nth but the goodness you can do for him, no matter how much sacrifices you can give up, in the end, you still cant see out of the bleak future. cus you are blinded by love, slowly engulfed by the darkness of it. even it tears ur flesh from ur body you will do it. just like tearing a heart apart by your bare bloody hands. spinning in the same spot. chained and chained by love.
[ the love that a guy want ]
of cus a guy likes pride, guys like gals. but can a guy be with a gal? i mean as to 1 to 1? i doubt so.. a guy will tend to love more than one. then to two, three, four... some left, some stupidly clang on the edges as they can. but what is love to a woman? love is one to one. but can a guy do that? im sorry, i dont think so. so why not let him go. let him love as many as he likes. let him free, let him be happy. in the end? when he finally realised that the one that is made for him is the one that gave him eveything. he will return. (: if he dont, cry yourself to death then. cus you promised him you cant hurt youself
[ the stupidity of woman ]
in love, woman should be the ones that are loved, instead of the one worrying abt their boyfriends getting loved. those girls that can have a guy to have a crush on you, love you, sweet talk you is a fortune. so if a guy does that to you, cherish it. rather then ponder abt how your bf is getting loved :) how stupid can a woman be? as stupid as u can never imagine. she can sacrifice. share. wait. endure. cry. worry. stressed. etc... if you arent in their shoes, you will never know how they feel.
okies. here is end of the lesson. if you have learnt smth from my blog n post. thats a good news for you. if not, treat that im talking useless rubbish den. (: i dont bother anymore.
- love me while you can, cus you won't know how long i will stay and how fast will i be gone -
hais. a brand new year came and i make ppl unhappy. hahax. shed new year tears for a brand new year. how ironic. i didnt wanna make ppl unhappy for the new year also. im left with no choice la. i also argued with them..
btw. someone came to see me work today (: u all wont get to know who btw. X) so surprized la. hahax. hugs... =x u good lo. come n see me work all day. not sian ah. blehss. thanks for sending me home. next time rmb to come my hse eat dinner k?? bring me more chocolates!! i want! air flown ones! XD whee.
overall. today's mood is not that good. like a bomb. i scare all my customers away. and some diao me also. so what. i dont care. i already quit le. sack me if u want. blehs.
HAPPY PIG YEAR U PIGGIES OUT THERE! *OINK!*
