i have decided to quit... no one helped me btw. when im all troubled, stressed, cried, i just keep recalling what you said to me... what he said to me... what i regretted, what i did not regret. what have i learnt from this v mth...7th is the last day. and on the 8th i wish for a miracle to happen.
-don't let me go, don't make me leave-
anyways. after all those memories and fade aways flashbacks. who is really living in your heart now? ask yourself. you know. don't hold on to something you are not sure whether you should let go. if you are tired. if you think you wanna try something new. tell me. i understand. i can take it. it doesn't matter how harsh it will be. i still have to take it all.
independent- strong-willed, alone, unbeatable.
i can become independent. after all, im numbed. count the number of shocks i can take, and compare to yours. no one can take it. but i can. afterall, im numbed... ma mu le.
-blinded by love, cursed by love-
u see nth but the goodness you can do for him, no matter how much sacrifices you can give up, in the end, you still cant see out of the bleak future. cus you are blinded by love, slowly engulfed by the darkness of it. even it tears ur flesh from ur body you will do it. just like tearing a heart apart by your bare bloody hands. spinning in the same spot. chained and chained by love.
[ the love that a guy want ]
of cus a guy likes pride, guys like gals. but can a guy be with a gal? i mean as to 1 to 1? i doubt so.. a guy will tend to love more than one. then to two, three, four... some left, some stupidly clang on the edges as they can. but what is love to a woman? love is one to one. but can a guy do that? im sorry, i dont think so. so why not let him go. let him love as many as he likes. let him free, let him be happy. in the end? when he finally realised that the one that is made for him is the one that gave him eveything. he will return. (: if he dont, cry yourself to death then. cus you promised him you cant hurt youself
[ the stupidity of woman ]
in love, woman should be the ones that are loved, instead of the one worrying abt their boyfriends getting loved. those girls that can have a guy to have a crush on you, love you, sweet talk you is a fortune. so if a guy does that to you, cherish it. rather then ponder abt how your bf is getting loved :) how stupid can a woman be? as stupid as u can never imagine. she can sacrifice. share. wait. endure. cry. worry. stressed. etc... if you arent in their shoes, you will never know how they feel.
okies. here is end of the lesson. if you have learnt smth from my blog n post. thats a good news for you. if not, treat that im talking useless rubbish den. (: i dont bother anymore.
- love me while you can, cus you won't know how long i will stay and how fast will i be gone -
