im crying. due to some reasons which i will keep in my heart.
secrets which i bear. things that i cant say.
but wad i know.
i had a v good fren tat accompanied me always.
like a sister to me ba.
its non other den Tan Mei Yin.
she said alot things that touched me n made my tears flow more.
hahax.
i said to her,
every time i cried, some parts of my memories will be erased off.
i cried ytd night n today i cant focus anymore.
wad if one day i forget you? i told her..
she said: i will chase you everyday.
i told her not to waste her time on me, since i will forget. y not she can jus drop by on my once in a while?
she insisted tat she will spend half of her day with me, den half to do her stuffs.
hahax. im crying more now.
i have been thinking alot.
telling ppl wad will happen if i forget them one day.
one said: i will be by your side forever till you will remember me.
im touched tat i duno wad to say.
wad if one day my heart failed?
n i faint.
admitted into AnE?
in coma?
how?
hu will come to visit me?
stay by my side each n every moment till i wake
i dont dare to think.
im crying more now.
i better not divulge much. [:
ps: the D.Duck molested me 4 times today. my butt, my upper thigh, D flipped my skirt's edge n butt again. =.= n D cant stop twirling on those heels. qian da. tat BIAN TAIIIIIII. tat guy keep looking at her. ;p ahhhh so many guyssssss. jus like hui ying said, why do girls go all the way to impress guys?
understand ppl before you drop into your own conclusions.
when ppl are kind to talk to you first even though they know you wont reply. even thou you are online for hours n dont bother to speak to them the ppl will come to care n talk to u themselves instead. maybe u are busying chatting with other impt ppl or playing games.
a) dont expect ppl to be 24/7 to be there for you.
ppl have lives.
lives to do what they want or what they are forced to carry on with.
b) dont expect ppl to be at your booty call.
i aint no dog or maid.
c) i have a name call yingxuan, or at least give me a friendly starting with your msges or tone. i aint no 'eh'. if i call u eh eh eh every time will u smile back?
d) i had my reasons. like even new year ppl come to ur hse u have to entertain non stop till they leave den u can take a break to look at ur phone right? i have no pockets. if i have i will reply. i wore a skirt out today. the phone is in my purse, in the living room while all ppl are at the kitchen n ppl are toking loudly while im sandwiched in between. do u think tat i saw ur msg i wont reply? =.= and its not v mannered to sms in front of guest while their attention is all at u. my god parents will care n even my mum. they will keep blabbering on that wads so impt that u need the hp on u all the times n smsing who non stop? den i will reply: oh its my fren. she wants me to pei her go sim lim suqare shop now. *flash smile* if they wont bother me when i sms i will sms till i shiok. =.= even at chalet with them im not allowed to sms all times. a reply to you might be a blessing. cus i will be scolded badly for it. gd enuff huh?
e) you came to talk when you are bored n need me to entertain you. am i right? since when that you are onlined n came to talk to me abt ur stuffs? rather den planning on gg out, u need a partner den jio.
* its all up to here for now, when i thought of more, i will continue*
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talking abt today.
suppose to be a happy day.
but ended up in a crushed mood.
woke ard 9 am plus.
im dead tired but still i gotta prepare in leaving this hse ard 11AM.
my motha is still snoozing in her comfy bed.
till 10 plus den she woke n started all panicky.
cus we had to help out at my god mother's hse early
cus she had cancer b4 n my mum tot she is still not so well now.
den we scared she cant cope.
even jumbo tat side my mum got my uncle down to fetch goceries to jumbo hse.
we set off ard 1130 am
it was all sunny, the bags i carried were heavy.
sweats. still no reply from any one since then.
once we arrived we cant stop.
they chit chat, i have to entertain my looney god sis instead of she entertaining me.
she is an evil brat ;]
i hate her alot ;]
since she scratched my eye when she was 3 ;]
and my hate developes as her character changes ;]
she like to do little small actions to me delibrately.
she is so JIAN.
the more u dont let her touch or see smth, the more FORCEFULLY she will do it.
it includes scratching her nails on my fingers there, nearly plucking my earring off my ears cus they were dangling n she WANTS to see n TOUCH it.
n she says sorry to the wall instead of looking at the person.
wad a mini bitch right?
i wont entertain her no more....
NO MORE.
she nearly pluck my earring off. P.L.U.C.K
try letting a looney literally pluck ur earring off.
let ur ear lobe go bloody dangling like ur earring n cry.
she steals ppl attention. jus like emo ppl ;]
n thats when the tall n big built man came.
guess who?
my future in law
lmao.
he is so humerous la
keep intro-ing his son to me.
i shall not talk abt his background.
if not it might scared ur weenie away ;]
well, his son is 2 yrs smaller den me.
he said age is not a matter.
n once i married over, i will inherit 500K straight away.
lmao.
wad a good future in law i have.
but i dont wanna married jus becaus of the money.
i rather have love takes it nature course.
n find the mr right for me. ;]
he is a dangerous man.
one his mouth starts,
it will never stop.
n once it never stop?
ur tummy will ache so badly,
cus he is crappin non stop.
hey, it ryhmes savy.
his wife looks like mrs yao
lmao.
but her background is not so simple too. ^^
they stay ard thompson n their son is in catholic high.
183 cm.
half a rule shorter den his fatha.
n one more thingy to add.
they had a daughter.
her name is zhuang ting.
i cant recall her maybe she is too scary to recall.
if it wasnt her mum told me i will not rmb this scary incident.
when we were ard pri 4, i met her at a childcare center.
n then she used a pair of scissors to cut my hair.
literally cut my hair.
letting a looney kiddo at that age to CUT your hair.
i cant rmb am i forced to do it a not.
maybe the memory is too scary tat i purposely deleted it from my mind ba.
im gg to make this post short. ;]
we went to jurong swimming complex.
spent a 3 hours sum sum of water stunts there.
there is a commotion abt clean toilets n smelly ones.
maybe someone just pooped in it :S
i ate my favourite sweet n spicy drumlets.
i
LOVE em
see how human goldfish look ard.
eyes popping out of its tini weenie sockets.
its humourous.
n she n her fren both didnt bathe.
u can still see her bikini straps behind her neck.
EERLACK!
den i still aint full.
i had pocky.
i bought 2 out of the remaining 5 books tat i wanted.
whoopie!?
went to huiling hse
play cards.
learn majong.
played majong till ai bu shi shou.
ate bi hoon n one gan.
played 2 more rounds.
and im back home.
FULLSTOP.
yesterday i went to jumbo hse to bai nian.
she seem to be just in bag n bones.
poor thing.
my mum sad sad. cus dunno will this be the last year for us to visit her for new year le.
maybe the next year she might be gone.
she doesnt know abt her own sickness yet.
only her childeren which is my mum n my uncles know.
so poor thing
hais.
life is like tat.
heard that she was once a shoe maker, tat works in the factory.
every day will sniff in alot kinds of rubber.
thats where i think her sickness starts from ba.
when i go to her hse she still shout at my grandpa.
so bad.
cus my grandpa cant hear v well.
den she keep scolding him n talk bad abt him
so evil. humph.
den give ang bao. talk talk. my grandpa bought alot new year goodies.
he treat me like his precious grandchild le ba.
since im his only grandchild amoung my maternal side.
;[
den went to meet mei yin n huiling to watch norbit.
hmmm huiling reached first. but when i call her she is in the toilet. heex Xp
den my parents left n we met. tat time is ard 5 pm.
so we went to buy tix first. 515pm de is selling fast le
somemore mei yin late. so we watch 745 de
bought tickets first.
3 tix cost 23.50
so each is 9.50
so ex can? lmao. hahax
den we met. mei yin de skirt dropped int0 toilet bowl so she late lo.
hahax. den we chit chat. go coffeebean drink coffee. eat cake.
den walk till the cinema toilets the end there to talk talk. hahax.
den mei yin n huiling sit down see me stand. XP
cus i wear v mini de skirt. so cannot sit. somemore the guys toilet de other door is right there.
zao geng not so good right? XD alot auntie tot there is ladies. cus we 3 chit chat there. hahax. den hor. alot guys looking at us. ;S shy la. y go toilet also look. ;p looking at my skirt? XD
heex. even got guys at the playground site next to hagen des also looking up. cus they can only see me. X)
hmmm den got ppl shoo us away. T_T so bad. i prefer the olden days golden V. we can just laze ard like no one cared.
hahax. den we go down to the playground area to talk talk n look ard. hahax. cus some guys there also. den we went down they look look ;x;x
hmmms den we went to watch movie.
damn funny la. hahax like huiling de sis said. we can luff from the start till the end.
rmb tat uncle wong, norbit, n rasipuisia is all eddie murphy. its hard to believe uncle wong is eddie too X0
den watch finish le i called my mother to see if i can go huiling hse a not. since she want me to go home eat ma. but when i called my mum said that my couzin n kai kai they call came ard 7 den my god parents de family had just left. awww. so sad la. ;((
den bo bian lo. since they also left le. wad to do. den i went to huiling hse eat dinner lo.
eat grilling. i ate a bit rice. they all nva eat till rice. hahax. i dunno y but one meal without some starchy stuff like rice or noodles i will bu zi zai . ;x
den we found out that huiling had the show norbit =.=
gai mai de bu mai, bu gai mai de jiu mai. waste our 9.50 lo
i rather we at her hse watch that movie, can save time also XD
but the mood of cus is diff la. ;p
i really scared that i will miss the last bus. den i no need go home liao. lmao.
mei yin n her suay mouth. every time with her de hor. wad she say will come true de.
so suay n zhun. i made her say 162 will come. den in the end i really took 162 home XD
next time will make her say more abt wad i wanted ;p;p
n i realised. ben... with eggs. cost 6.50 at coffee bean ;x
egg ben.... lol
y not other names?? ?_?
i wonder when will they have egg yingxuan? heex. egg xuan gong gong. X)
then mei yin suggest that the 3 of us go to sentosa beach to have fun for ourselves..
but the thing is need to get my mum's permission is the hardest.
somemore its sentosa.
the evilest. n haunted beaches of all.
i didnt like the feeling of gg there either. cus from my parents mouth it sounded v errie. :S
by the time i reach home is ard 12 midnight le. heng my father waited for me.
cus i nva bring my hse keys ma. so heng lo. heex.
den he use half n hour to talk to me abt wad happen actually on that day. lmao.
so funny la.
hmmm. yao dong is the best. how i hope he will hold my hand n we can stroll away ^^
today, i slept ard 12.30 am... n every time i slp. i will take ard 8 hrs. den i will zhun zhun make up. n today i woke up at 8.34am. heex. so zhun right? den huiling smsed...
its unbelievable!
she woke up!
so early!
it mus be the ang pao syndrome.
guess wad.
she msged me instead of mei yin. which i think by that time mei yin haven wake up yet??
den we are suppose to meet ard 9-10 am at mei yin de hse??
but in the end huiling chiong there first. n she got ang baos XD
but for me. my parents STRONGLY disagree to let me into sentosa's waters.
:S
so bo bian lo. i bathe at home. cus no reason for me to bathe there.
den we met at junction 8 de ntuc. by the time they come i knew mei yin smth wrong le.
she had her hand pressed tightly on her left side tummy.
den she keep saying pain pain pain. den the dam ntuc not much pain killers or panadols too
so we cancelled the trip. went to guardian with mei yin
heng got a pharmist there. den she prescribed some painkillers for her to stop the pain.
she think mei yin is having an appendix problem.
mang chang yan. ;S
appendix prob is v tong ku de.
cus need to op den can remove.
:S
den i gave her water to consume the medi.
we went to the other coffee bean which is outside watsons to have some hot coffee.
n the guy said macchiato is v little one ;x
i ordered macchiato n huiling got cappucino XD
n the difference came. when i picked up my cup its shocking light. XD
den i took huiling cup n hers seem full ;S
cus macchiato is just expresso n whip of foam ;] i wonder how light espresso can be XD
den mei yin keep luffing la. is my face v funny? cus she facing me n she luffs non stop ;S
n luffing makes her pain worse ;s
den i played with sugar n poured jus 2 packs in. one equal n one raw sugar XD
dam sweet o(>_<)o
den i ask huiling if i could have her cappucino in my cup to make it less sweet ;x
den drink also v sweet den i added water XDDDD
den drink drink.
i duno whether coffee bean's coffee makes ppl wanna go toilet XD
every time i drink le for a while le kinda wanna go toilet liao.
maybe its the caffaine in it ba.
den mei yin wanna go home le.
den bo bian lo.
we went back to our homes. ;]
n today, 20 feb. someone died at sentosa when diving.
no wonder rumours leak that their waters v haunted.
n their waves are weird errie two. so poor thing. aged 20 die there. somemore to those who dunno abt sentosa. sentosa was once a death ground in world war two where alot of bodies were literally throwned into that area's sea. n many kinds of weird incident happened since then. i duno y mei yin like to go there alot :S:S kong busssssss ><
and i figured out one thing.
if she is the bee. you are her honey. X)
the honey n the bee. how sweet ^^
whee!~ came to blog my days.
the eve of new year was still alright. im tired. lol. den eat steam boat. no rice. ate alot prawns, golden needle mushrooms, sotongs, wanton, fishball. lol my father keep taking for me. got one part is where he just throw the whole lump of veggie in my mum's bowl while she is away. hahax. you can imagine the look of her face when she came back n the surprizes anger screams X)
slept at 3am.
new year... chu yiiiii
woke ard 8am... cleared n tidy my rm last min ;p ate 2 shou taos. yum yum. love em. ^^
pack le den play maple.. not long, my big aunt came. with her maid. den my mama keep finding n shoving the maid things to eat. cus need to find halal food for her. lol. be my aunt's maid so shiok de. nth much to do also. hahax. den bo bian, i have to serve n entertain em. somemore i still pq-ing in maple. cant really leave either side for long. den my couz came. =.= bo bian really have to shut the com off. hahax i pissed quit some ppl in the pt :S they so un-understanding.
next came my another couz, with his wife, n cute son n my couz sister. hahax. see the little guy go. X) next came ah wai, with her son n husband, mandy with her husband. den the 2 boys get together. they can eat
ALOT HONEY STARS lol. cus still small ma. heng i got some honey stars. ^^ ah wai's son really can be my mini bf. lol. a year back he was still a toddler. now can walk n googoogaga le. hahax n he REALLY likes me alot! lol since after the dinner we got hyper n warmed up with each other le. heex. i saw him playing with his packet drinks. den i went to play with him. hid his drinks. play merry go round with him. lol. my father had a part in this too. den he so cute la keep giggling X) im gonna put his pic as my dp! :D:D my xiao shuai bf. X) he said flower! :D the chair got flower also. hahax. den he try to pluck the straw out of the packet drink. n he succeeded. guess wad. he got the straw.... try to poke the drink. cus he doesnt know the purpose of how a packet drink works!? how cute ain't he? instead of the drink... he used the straw to poke my leg!!!
POKE MY LEG!!! i keep running la. he keep chasing. lol. den i use finger poke him back as a tickle. heex. he scared of tickle de. so ke ai. he will grow up to be a small hansome guy! den we played with my child time photos. my father la. teach him all those cheeky stuffs. he took the frame n put next to my face n say the person is me. den my baby bf followed. XD he like to stay close to me den his mama n papa n step on my thigh to climb higher just to see the clock. he almost destroyed my mum's chiku plant. den i wanna take a pic of him. but cant. cus when i wanna snap him, he will fast motion n moved to my back n peep at my cam to see wads in the cam. lol. so ke ai. he is practically on my back. n im like carrying him on my back. but we are on the floor. hahax weird position. like he is hugging me! awwww.. den my second aunt joke say come come i let u hug from behind! den he ignore her n continue to hug me. lol. muackkkks. one more thing to add... he like the color red n gals. now wonder he stick to me la. cus im a strawberry for the day. X)
his mama say got one time he took an object to give his mum. den he said: '' ah gong! ah gong!"
after much baby-language-interpretation his mother got wad he was saying. which is ''open! open!" lol. baby language could be so puzzling n unexplainable how did they got with such a good vocabulary.
he took a peanut... n sent to whole-unshelled-peanut into his mouth. hahax. i think he nva see peanut b4. so duno how to eat. but weird. how come ferreo rocher he know how to take n open n eat? but peanut he dunno?? lmao. so ke ai. b4 he left. he was suppose to give me a good bye kiss on the cheek. but i missed it n took a pic of him instead. lol. i am still regretting now ok! IM REGRETTING! XD
HENG TODAY KAI KAI NVA TURN UP. i dont want my hse kana ransacked. but i think tml he will be at my hse. ard afternoon. ;S no laaaaaaaa..
i rather dont have his parents de ang bao. also dont wan him at my hse at all. hahax.
his father will sit or sleep on my bed. he will take things n run about, n hit ppl n behave like a wild hyinea amoung us the poor little hamsters. dominating my hse. hurrr. if i got a cane. he shall perish. i wanna whack him like wad ah jia did to me last time. >:[[
i wanna watch NORRRRBIT! hu wanna jio me go?? need to stick with my mum's shedule. on chu er. 19th feb, she will be prayin in the morning. gg her niang jia at noon. maybe evening i can be free free free le!!!! hope so! whee!
*_muacks! i dream of you ever since that night_*gosh im giddy..
valentine's morning. been woke up by ben's msg.
hahax. its been ages since we got in contact le..
3 more days to our one mth anni.. anni of seperation
he wished me happy v day n we chit chat abt stuffs.
good luck for his exams ba.
the maple guy XD
badminton as cca last time.
180cm++
doesnt like the sun, so he is white n not tan. lol
no specs worn [duh. which badminton player u see got wear specs de =.=]
im so toot to ask him tat ;D
thoughtful, funny, caring, KE AIII <- i said this for the 74th time le, for God's sake. lmao. cant believe he counted.
hahax. we are suppose to meet for a v day dinner ytd.
but sad la. cus after talking to ben abt the past i become moodless, my gastric came, i have no appetite, my sad sad mum is at home.
all these made me cant step out of the door.
cus its V day. my mum sure will ask where i go, which guy is it. hahax
i dont want any ma fan from her. she is sad enuff le. hais.
JUMBO got **** ******. so far only my les know. haish. hope she will recover.
my father say no wonder JUMBO at my hse always PUI PUI PUI de. haha
even thou i really hate her once, cus she almost made my family SPLIT apart.
but now, i slowly forgive her le ba.
last time went to hospital see her, so pathetic.
i recalled abt my grandfather at the old folks home tje last time.
i have a clear memory in the past.
thats the last time i see him that can eat can talk still moving condition.
after that day's visit at the old folks, he became unconsious. went to hospital le. eyes closed, the bag n machine indicated he is still breathing.
hais. reality is harsh. im v sad now recalling him.
i gave him a pear at the old folks home tat day.
he wore blue shirt n shorts.
his hair is still short short n standing.
he talked to me...
LAST TIME i ever hear him talk.
he ask me to guai guai... *cries*
so sad la, now i cant finish my wanton mee as lunch. gg to be 4 years siince he left my side..
the best kin i ever had. better den my parents.
better den any one else on earth.
hais. den v day is my ah ma de death anni. so we pray for her. eat bai zhan ji.
mum made a fried egg for me. cus tat day my father buy back the shell cracked =.=
see la, so chu xing da yi. ah bish. xp
hmm talking abt the v day date, its 6:38 den he ask are we really gg? cus we keep mapling. lol.
den i say cannot le ba. my mum n stuffs. den he say its too late also le.
so sorry ;[[
today he gg to find job, maple reached lvl 35 le. so noobie in pq. i died 2 times n played 2 times. lol
so today i wont be mapling ba. maybe just wasting my life away.
anyway. v day eve i talked to shub shub. he FINALLY online la. for God's sake. lol
he missed out so many things happening ard me. box him la ;x
den he say he got job now, at construction site de. work 2 mths.
so poor thing. hahax. dont tan till orh orh k?? later only can see ur eyes n teeth onli. ;x;x
in not racist! no im not! :D
he say alot bangalash ppl working there. den-he-talk-is-like-that-one.
cus-the-spacebar-belly-de-noisy. he-scared-his-boss-catch-him-eat-snake.
lmao
another ke aii de boi.
n on v day eve chester talked to me. so funny la.
cus he is saw my dp as the condom box so he curious n came to talk to me. :S
n im sorry. im not iinterested in being ur 3rd party.
dont say can we meet n stuffs. cus u have a gf. i dont wanna be 3rd party n hurt the gal who really loved u alot. ;]]
today is the 15th FEB~ OMG. WHICH GUY CAN BRING ME TO A MOVIE MARATHON~!
dam lot movies featuring today n start today. i wanna watch all of em!
the eddie murphy one! feb 18 so sad. hahax. sure alot ppl wanna watch.
[dont cha wish your girl fren was hot like me, DONT CHA!~]
hmm still got the local film, featuring fann wong n gurmit one.
epic movie.
bla bla bla.
lessie, u free ma? hows ur fren bdae ytd? hows ur v day party ytd? sad la. nva bring me. how could u! lol.
no la, i dont wanna be extra anyway..
my butt cant wake up so early de.
these days i slept ard 4 am.
but ytd a bit feverish. so slept erd 1-2 am. hahax.
i insisted on maple till lvl 35, so can go lubrium.
he so worry la. lol. kept wanting me to rest, drink water, slp.
cus i v giddy ;x
n here pain there ache. ;x
no worry! genki genki!
:D:D buaii! smooch! <3
oki. xuan gong gong zai chi.
came to blog.
i dunno y i became a gong gong from today onwards. we have yin gong gong n ling gong gong also. dam awkward. XD
met MY at amk. waited for half n hr. but i know the feeling of waiting for a dam appointment la. si bei long de.
today dress till v boyish. later ppl really tot i guy. den i ai si mai si le.
duno y these days i wana cry cry bu chu.
den buy mocha milkshake walk n drink.
bought another book to read. hope its nice.
mei yin bought her pressie for her fren. which to celebrate her bdae which is on v day also..
den walk ard amk hub..
crapping ard.
den when reaching huiling hse we went to shop n save first. den after buying mei yin de dinner i step out n shouted YAY~~~ or smth like tat. a v gay tone. hahax. den since tat moment tat bian tai MY make me xuan gong gong =.=
den keep joking nia... dunno y i can crap dam lot with her.. but with huiling its like a wire without a plug.. she cant absorb wad i say. even its a joke she can take ERAS to absorb it...
im a sadist la. grab me a penknife for v day. i can carve ur name on my body for u.
den ate my cooking at huiling de hse. they say belly nice worrrr. lalalas. my du men mi fang..
den help mei yin wrap pressie. im just too good at it la. admit it. X)
give me a hamper i can wrap it in secs XD
jk..
den come home online with happy mood... but kana insulted n blasted that im stupid. im shit. n stuffs. how rude can he be? he is nth but a piece of shit underneath that habbo mask also. ha.
he make me cry la.. hahax. under those insults. yea im stupid. im shit. insult me more ba. come... bring it. dont act like a gentleman where u arent at all... dont use me as ur game tester or any fucking shit. ;]]
n... someone use up my pack of condoms... i wonder who... that bian tai person... want me do every night. lol. still say i unconcious le so no recall of it.. see la. see how bian tai that person can get. tsk tsk tsk.
SLAP ME... SLAP ME AWAKe..
came to blog again. ;)
not in a v good mood thou.
those who wana know my results can come n ask me personally.
hmmm, as for the upcoming valentine.
i think either
1) i will be spending it alone
2) go and meet someone i met in maple n spent it with him.
since no one jio me out on valentine except him.
one more thing to add.... dont use me just for fun... for the sake of curing your sickening boredom. dont pick me just to test ur mini game... lie abt ur results n make me worried for the sake of NOTHING... u think its funny? i dont think so...
its hard for me to trust u since u have lied...
*** defense level and added another protection coverage***
and i will not trust ur word so EASY ever again. treat u like a fren for nth.
next...
if u wanna jio me out. i am ALWAYS free n there for u.
but the thing is.
get your TIME, DESTINATION, and CONFIRM...
dont just bring it up whenever n whereever u like and expect me to be 24/7 on STANDBY mode for u. n u just didnt bother to contact me at all when the day comes n make me waiting like a fool for u preparing to go out...
in the end u just totally raised my hopes and crashed em just by plainly gg out with your frens and forgot abt the date. ;]
n... dont just say u r stressed and dropped the subject. say it BEFORE u even mention abt the date/meeting. dont raise my hope JUST FOR NOTHING..
i dont wanna have a relationship. not just yet
just for the sake of not being hurt ever again.
its been enough from ben.
now is the ban diao zi jason.
its just habbo ;]
no rl meetings im gonna have with him.
if i really have to find a guy.
my poly will be the choice.
i wont go googoogaga over a guy just becus he is gd looking or wad.
its the heart n the person that matters. so that u will see how devoted i am.
ask ben n he will tell u.
im even there when he two timed ;]
dunno wads up to you ppl these days. if u are busy or so. just tell me. dont give me last minute calls on the day or wad. ;] at least 1 day advance.
n to my gf, when is the bbq and when are u gonna come my hse cook? give me time to prepare and tell my parents. later i have to clean the kitchen. cus v oily after frying. and hor, the kitchen just cleaned for new year. da sao chu. X) anticipating for the big chef to cook ba >:] lets see mei yin in apron in my kitchen cooking >:] muahahax. *mooooacks*
here to my bloggy again~
today met D la.
so hilarious.
we keep luffing.
but the start off is a bit angry i think. tense also.
cus these days we met i always late >.<
den make D wait so long. >.<
becus D dont wanna be late so D ran for the bus n sprained her leg >.<
i felt so sorry
T_T hais.
but then after a couple of jokes the tense is over. :D
we went to amk hub shop shop.
D say D de class got this china guy damn BIAN TAI.
XD n we had pervertic chats all day X)
cus i cold, so i wanna buy 'drinks'
saw the xiaoyandao there XD
den the uncle also XD give ppl shocks T_T
i bought hooch, DD bought breezer
den i bought bento crab chips thats all i think. yep. n i forgot my pocky T_T
saw the ferreo rocher HEART SHAPE de~
a couple of days back there is a bouquet of flowers with heart shape chocolates at the chocolate shop in bugis X3
wonder will anyone buy for me a not
*im elated*
i saw sarah!
when we were paying X)
i run to her leh. XD
then the cashier luff at mei yin ;p
cus she take the stuffs while i ran away.
heex so sorry >.<
so happy so see her always.
cus we have fate! so many times i went to hypermart nva see her till today. XD
she say i dress till v nice today :D
mei mei de :D
den chat chat till we left.
den saw one of our ex students in ITE.
with a **** **** guy carassing in public.
in my eyes she is so slutty la.
ever since sec sch.
she swears, she act lian, she diao ppl
i wonder why the **** **** guy will take her as a gf
maybe cus the guy is a **** **** guy :D
aaaaahhhhh maybe i fallen in love with some one X)
nah, just a fantasy.
it will nva come thru :p
den go MM de hse drink, eat, watch tee wee.
drink till cheeks red red :D
den we walk home tat time heng the cat left le.
n we talk alot of BIANTAI thingies >;3
dont tell u wad.
im hot till i wanna slp nude when im at home :D
n now....
i m known as the devillish pervertic ripper
while...
the DD- dumb dumb..
is known as the....
bian tai 'thinking' zipper :D
*MOOOOOOOOOacks!* im off to rest le.
-boy will u be my valentine?-
today ah siao injured le. her niee n abv niee swollen. ;(
i hope i can scrape myself n bleed also ;]
or maybe run out of the road n let the ah ma or uncle on the bicycle bang into me. ;]
_* i just hope i can attract some care n attention *_
hmmms, he sorta rejected me.
so its alright ;]
love cant be force also de right?
i dont think we are possible in any ways.
A few days back, went to bugis with mei yin.
Past by a particular store that I don’t wish it even existed.
Cus he been there b4.
That’s when all it began n crashed.
n I was still stuck in the overturn car hoping some poor soul to set me free.
;]
That day I bought a purse that I wanted.
Bought my Toto-chan book where I hope someone will buy for me but in the end I gave up.
Shop for quite long.
Ate the chocoholic ice cream.
Had an eeriee bubble tea lesson.
Went to the basement arcade.
Play.
Have fun.
When go home that time D made a funny comment.
Cus D said I was kia su.
I saw far from OP has smth buy one get one free.
In the end is guys undies X3
So pai seh~
But not like the BIAN TAI ‘D’ looooo
D said buy le, add diamond studs onto it, in front put ‘D’ de name BIG BIG, behind sew on sponge bob square pants on each battok cheek. Den give as V day pressie. =.=
Hu will want?
I know D wanna make la, just that D shy….
The D can give to another D also >:]
Muahahx. Just like I said b4.
Any one wanna bring me to a V day date? X3
If not I go alone to zouk find some stranger guy to celebrate with me.
;3
Feel like drinking these few days.
-buy me some E33 or high alcohol % ones-
The best is drink le will POCK! Lie drunk.
;3
Been inhaling smoke recently.
*coughs*
Dunno y.
Just cant avoid.
*coughs*
Today went to help my mum return bks.
This fri 9 feb o7, 2pm results out le ;]
Hope I can make it.
I just need to find someone to be there for me.
You know who YOU are.
;]
If I can make it I can have smth to look forward to.
If not… find brudder to get a job for me in his office. XD
But I think v hard beh. ;(
Been talking to brudder recently onli.
1 more mth den 3 yrs le!
JIA YOUS!
Mus take care of my da sao also hor.
>XD
-I wanna find smth tat I can addict to. No matter a guy, smth, or just a game to spend my live away. My youth…-
why have i dropped tears over him all over again?shouldnt i be getting over him now?the thought of him caressing me, said he loved me, our memories, flood back once again.just like a power of wave forcing me back into his embrace.but why has he treated me so, just like a pest.he nva returned, he nva regretted and he just went ahead to get on with another girl.was i being the foolish one always? the one who has been neglected yet still devoted to him.why does he take me for granted?why doesnt he make a chance to turn back.instead he thrown me aside like a used rag.wad have i done wrong?
Your personality: Mummy's Boy / Daddy's Girl
You want the best for everyone. Which unfortunately most of the time means everyone but yourself! You're a very considerate person that cares deeply for other peoples' emotions and demand very little in return. You have a high morale standard and believe that people should abide common ethics to avoid chaos in society.
Hello! I know that somewhere within you lies a beast that wants to have more fun, let it come up to the surface every now and then and show your true nature!Muhahax! the above is the results for my personailty. so right XD lalalalas. im a daddy's girl <33
ytd went to bishan swimming complex X)
see ppl swim swim, den i read my book heex
they keep playing la. lols
in the end huiling gonna pay us 50 cents for drinks cus she swim slower den mei yin XD
then we go ntuc buy the food use for grilling.
went to huiling hse to peng kang. hee heex.
but hor, when i walked to her hse door i got a great shock.
there is this cat that sits on their shoe rack.
is like. OH MY TIAN! hahahx
but y? y
PARTICULARLY their hse door,
on the shoe rack.
then at huiling hse there is this yellow n black mini vehicle.
i keep luffing when i was riding it.
i love it so much! so fun riding it also XD
WHO CAN BUY IT FOR ME AS A PRESENT!?XD
the smal smal vehicle is like those golf cars but without the top cover.
its yellow n black
n hor, it works like a miracle
u just have to turn right n left on the wheel n it starts moving
it doesnt need battery, no oil needed..
i love it la. if i own it i will happy tonns tonns XD
i wish i knew where to buy it
so damn kawaii.
i wanna ride on it n go to every where of my hse
its gonna be the first ever mini car i will own
XD
im a lazy piggie Xp
den hor, abt the cat... i tot it was just a friendly n cute one.
but on the other hand..
when we left huiling's apartment...
the cat stretched...
jumped down the shoe rack..
landed. n stretched again.
walked to the lift...
when the lift came. it went in n sit
RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE of the lift :S
near the door somemore... so we cant walk in nicely like before.
we have to walk n squeeze by its side to get in...
then i keep thinking, y purposely leave when we leave..
somemore sit in the middle of the lift.
hmmmssss...
till when we get out of the lift hor, we quickly CHIONG AWAY XD
cus damn freakly niaaaaaa then it follow us for a while when we r far far away le.
lols i think it might be due to we are huiling's frens
den huiling mum nva see us b4
thats y tail us?
hmmms, might be lo.
maybe she tot we bad ppl XD
today went shopping for new year goceries.
hand pain.
cus 2 big bags lehhh.
heng got lao po help me take~
im looking forward to this sat. X) dunno wad will happen. heex. muacks!~
*_someone be my valentine will ya?_*
