Hey hey~ came to post le. Heex. Met dear at woodlands today just to take the bus pass. Then he took taxi come wor, cus he scared I wait for him ;] its alright de dear dear. Then walk walk to sch. First time hold hand all the way to sch. Hahahx. Then walk into the sch so many ppl looking. Xp but I still don’t mind their looks la.
Then when walked there they not ready yet lo. So have to wait. That time is 858, the thing starts at 9 am. Hahax. We seem to be the earliest there la. So we wait. N do couple stuffs at the mean time la ;] Xp a.. then ok le. I seem to walk into the wrong lane. But correct ma.. 89-90 de… wrong meh. HUMPHS. Hahax. Then dear de bus pass pic look so bui song Xp lalala. Mine is ROUND de lo. RAWs. Take further a bit ma. Toodies.
A… then we went to mac to eat our breakfast. The mac is like so small n crampy lo. Then I ordered 2 burgers la. Cus gastric acting again. Mus eat smth I like then it will stop Xp so pei sei la cus I gave her 10 bucks at first de. But then realize I got change… then when I stopped her n gave her the change I think the cost is 6.90 I gave her 2 two dollars n 3 one dollar coins.. but she returned me 1 one dollar coin n change me 10 cent. I also forget did I gave her 4 or 3 one dollar coins Xp then I toot toot de walked out. Cus I tot everything is in the bag. But then when I walked out I saw inside got 2 seats ma. Then I went in again lo. Then dear look at me say. U only got 1 burger leh, u haven wait then u walk out le. His burger also nva take ;x sorry hahax. Cus I morning dam blur de *.* then we share the egg muffin first. Till they come with 2 burgers which is lacking of the harsh brown onli. Then another waitress came. With my burger in a bag. So total we got one extra sauage mcmuffin with egg. XD dear v cute la, cus he like egg ma. Then he took the egg from the extra burger n ate it. Then I bring home the extra burger for dinner lo. Hahax.
Then we went to library to spent some quality time tgt. Hahax. He is n-a-u-g-h-t-i-e hahax. And t-i-k-o! Xp lalalalalas. A… still got wad ah. Oh ya, the scholarship damn form. Hahax. Have to apply online, then 3 working days then mus go sch take the form again. RAWs.
Then we went back to bishan, cus dear need to make his passport le ma. Hmmms then I bought soya bean milk there, I prefer the one I had when I was small. Cus I v long nva drink soya milk le so there is a kind of HUAN XIANG there la ;x then I drink drink, then went to face shop see nail polish, then duno which one better ma, cus need to test. Then I gave him the cup. X) but test finish le he also kinda drink finish liaos xD heex. He so ke ai la. Then give me tell me that he will drink finish if he continues to take the cup xD but since he wanna drink then drink finish lo. I don’t mind ;] hmmms. Then I went home. Went online to check emails. Then had a nap till now Xp
As for ytd, we nva go sch. ;x skipped the orientation 3rd day la. Cus the 2nd day is boring enuff somemore the 3rd day will last till 1030 leh… so freakin late. I don’t like rotting in sch. DON’T LIKEEEEE. Humph! *OO* so we met at bishan first, but all the shops close le. So we decided to travel by bus lo.
Took 52 till jurong east terminal xD then walk to IMM, then shop there, play there, go up n down. Till most of the shops is open. The osim U-PAPA is free for all to try lo. So we like sit there n enjoy one drum-beating session xp then shop finish le we traveled to boon ley thru the free shuttle bus, then walk one round around the bus terminal. Then finally got to take bus 30. went to habourfront. Then walk ard at vivo city lo. Heex. Dat day quite tired la, cus the day b4 we talked on the phone then slp. So its like 4-5 hours of slp only.
Then I think I did something overboard la. Like being angry with him over small matters. So im at fault to. Sorry dear. I don’t mean to hurt ur feelings or dignity. Sorry TT_TT cus I don’t like ma, but I try to accustom to it? Hmmm then v sad la. Cus I walked away first ma. Then I tot he will be behind me following me de ma, but it turn out that he didn’t lo. So I walked alone. Stone in toilet. Thinking a lot of silly things la. But woke up from those thoughts in time. Then went to find a seat to sit down. Listen to songs. Wait n wait. Then his msg came lo. See le I sad diao le la. Cus its like ‘so you wanna continue like that?’ then I keep thinking lo. Say no, then I went to find him. I tot he left me alone in vivo then went back le. But he is still there la. Hmmm, then when he came n found me he look so concern la. At that point I feel like hugging him n telling him that I love him v much n stuffs, but I didn’t. which I kinda regret a lot after that. Cus I didn’t see him smile le. ;’( then while walking I keep thinking did I make him hate me or dislike me le? Y didn’t he smile, am I overboard n stuffs lo.
Then I realize I loved him a lot that I cant bear to lose him. So I keep crying la, dropping tears once in a while. Then pretend nth happen, I nva cry like tat lo. Then went to buy thing to eat… got porridge that I anyhow buy de. Cus gastric acting need to eat smth again ma, so anyhow stuff smth in stomach first. But when eating I so moodless that I didn’t ate much, n tears dropping again. So I ate like ¼ of the porridge onli. Then walk walk ard. He went to buy wine. First time seeing him like that. Then we walk ard n found a place to sit n talk out everything la. At first is diam diam de, then I drink a little. Pei him talk talk. Like wad I don’t like n im sorry lo. Then cry a lot. Hahax. A… then went into the port de seats there n we became normal le lo. ;)
Dear, through such a short period of time, we met, we got together, we loved. I hope we can and will last long. I love you. I’m sorry for all the sad and heart aches I have caused you. I don’t want to let you go. I don’t want to lose you. Just want to stay by your side and love you a little more than how I loved myself. For you I am willing to forget the past and hold on to the future. I don’t wish to change cause it will cause a lot of misery, no matter being good or bad. And you can just stay the way you are. :] I love you cause of YOU. Who you really are. No matter how bad, no matter what past you had. I accept and love you. Thanks for being here for me. Jesus <3
