i had a guy. im happy with him now. I LOVE HIM ;D i hope nothing bad will happen like in the past. where my heart gets break LIKE NO ONE CARES.
n 'THEY' enjoy doing that to me.
to leonard, enjoy your new gf now. no matter u test or wad. ;] i gave all my heart out to reach u. n in the end. u smashed it and stomped over my feelings. those rotten days rotting by the com waiting for ur replies are driving me nuts if u do not know. n the one word replies. like im talking to someone who is so busy, or u are not bothered to reply.. n leonard... u are the second person that made me produce BARCODES on my arm... not any others.. not even ben. not telling how i did it. the marks are still there. n.. the first person who made me had barcodes? non other then my mom. the person who gave birth to me. ;] frankly, since pri 4 death had run through my head many times. due to her ;D i LOVE u mama ^^
i can talk alot when i am depressed. u want me talk cock, fight, slit, im ON. cus i feel tat once i lost something. i wont be able to get it back anymore. thats wad life is about, you dont feel a motivation pushing u anymore. not any more.
i dont like ppl to keep things from me, if u find me sickening or wad can just shout or spit it out right in front of me. just say.. it wont hurt. i will still be fine. LOOK! IM STILL HERE OK!? im not like going to kill myself over a guy who doesnt cherish me in the end after all. im not gone yet. ;]]
i love u honey!~ just as sticky close as honey loves the sweety Xp even though it was kinda shocking hearing wad u said just now. drop tears or wad so ever. but my heart is there, right next to u. ;] even if u topple my heart over n manage to smashed it. i will still find my ways to mend it. no matter how many death-staking days ;] i love u. just more than how much i loved myself. love today ;]] eu notti boii! Xp im da villian. MUAHAHAHX
no more ***** le, is dear dear dear dear dear! >.<
