Ok, back to the horrible mood I had, I cried more than ever… he never comforted… so?
Whats more worse than these?
I cant go sch, as my parents still insisted the fever is there..
I cant get to meet him.
We quarreled.
I didn’t rest at all, cus I was keep waiting like a dumb for him.
But he nva realize I was waiting at all.
U try to talk to him in a nice way and end up being ignored on purpose.
Then after time I approach nicely again..
Then he slowly talks to u.
He said he needed time to be alone.
U let him be.
U waited.
Till it was his break time then he msged u.
U online and realized he is online too.
But he didn’t bothered to talk to u first.
So u approach him.
He want u to talk to him in 50 mins time.
So u waited for 50 min.
Or more than an hour for his reply.
Then wad happened?
msn screwed up.
Msges cant get passed thru.
U get pissed but wad can u do?
U asked him nicely to tell u wad the original conversation is?
He don’t wanna tell u.
So? Let it be then.
Then u 2 continue to chat.
Its only the second day, and things had changed so drastically.
He seem so far from u…
Talk n talked…
N just becus of one stupid word u said wrongly,
He fumed.
No longer chatting nicely.
U typed a whole chuck trying to say sorry and stuff but he just do his quiz and never replied even after doing it.
N chose to be offline.
Left u talking like a dumb and waiting like a dumb.
N he went to have dinner at a jap restaurant where u duno who he is with, where he is, and u nva been to a jap rest with him too.
See the great day I had? How GREAT it is. Im pissed, im sad, im angry, all due to my stupid fever. I cant do silly things to myself cus he will break with me. So u think will I be happy? Alone at home? With him doing his own things n I’m doing my own? What things do u think I can do sia. I’m just a dumb. Maybe to him. Maybe to everyone else. Step in my shoe…
If u are sick, and ur girlfriend went dinner and spent the day with a guy which is her classmate. For 2 days, with different guys. How do u feel? If u are sick, I wont do such stuffs. I rather visit u. take care of u. spend time with u. although we had quarreled or wad. If I don’t wanna go home that early, I will visit u.
