Could someone just stop my tears?
Ytd went to cityhall walk around with ysl. Turns out I have no mood to continue the journey. Suntec has a lot of memories which cant be erased. Staying there will make my heart aches more.
There is a high chance that my grandparents will be moving in. which made me very loss and depressed over it. I don’t like them moving in. esp her. She changed and altered my life once. Making my life miserable. I cant imagine that this will happen this year. Why must so many obstacles happen this year. Why? After my father left and Edwin. I can barely stand up on myself. Why must you do this to me. Why.
Right now im here. With no support and no one cared. They are just busy with their own lives. Happily making everyday fulfilled for them. While me? Im always alone. Calling for help where no one noticed or bothered. Keep on running away from facts doesn’t make you strong. And it makes you weaker. Time Is running out. Less than 2 weeks time and they will be moving in. crying cant help I know. But its just so hard to carry on.
The burden is getting heavier. I will be rebellious. I wont return home. I will loiter my time away. Who knows what bad company hangs out there. Who knows what will happen to me. To him, his departure for our relationship is in the wrong state of time. Life has been very hard for me to carry on. Being all alone is not fun at all.
When you are all sad and down, there is no one that is there for you at that mean point of time.
You are left only with yourself.
So ask yourself.
Can you have the strength to carry on.
Will you be happy walking your path.
You are on your own now.
No one is here for you. Face it.
Reality is that harsh.
People only care for their own means and benefits.
They wont care about how are you doing now.
Just face it.
