hen sad.
xing zhen de hen tong.
cried just now.
eyes still aching in pain now.
why must he leave me?
leave me in pain
suffering alone
same for ben and leonard.
left me battered and hurt.
bleeding from the heart
just now i really thought of slitting again.
i prepared a msg that was gg to send him.
"i miss you'' and i paused by his number.
thinking...
will he reply?
will he be bothered?
or just continue to play his games?
then i decided to come online. he is online.
but i didnt wanna talk to him.
cus the pain it hurts.
hurts alot
that make my tears roll.
feel my blood
leaking from my heart
feel my tears
coming from my pain
feel my face
drenched in my tears
feel the embrace
that i yearn from you
i doubt he will come and read my blog.
i doubt he will felt how i feel.
i doubt... did he still love me?
try calling my name
let me hear your voice one more time
try looking for me
cause i will be visible for you
try being closer with me
cause i enjoy your presence
try loving me
if you heart still loves me so.
i became fed up of myself
which made me wanna end my life
slit and made my blood flow
why did u let my hand go
why did u let those kisses stop
why did u let those hugs loose
why did u let your presence left
why did u make me feel so hurt and u didnt bother to steal a glance at me
looking at how pathetic i am without you.
hoping that you will return to me...
为什么你这么狠心，丢下我一个人。一个没有你的人。
