啊！肚子好痛哦！
是不是胃痛，应该是情趣吧。
没情趣吃饭。
没心情才对。
我叫公公帮我买的鸡饭没胃口吃。
是想到爸爸吗？想到他每次陪我吃鸡饭。
或者是去到了'他'的部落格而让我伤心？
一个礼拜去一次，我每天的情趣，想他的回忆，就会依依消失了吧。
我就是得这样折磨自己才能忘得了他。。。
没办法啊。我要在折磨中熬过来！
受挫折的天枰座是这样的！
想他越深，就会越想去离他。 越想知道他的事。
竟然他想逃避我，我也让他去了。我无法再干涉他的生活。
我不再是他的女朋友，没地位管他了。
我只是一个陌生人。对他来说。
在次跟男生握手的感觉真得很怀念吧。
跟他分手了之后，
我跟朋友玩的时候不小心被他握到了我的手。
应为我好玩， 搔他的痒痒。哈。
他就为了保护自己才会握到我的手的啦。没什么别的。
那时就会想起‘他’，想起他每次紧紧地握着我的手。:( aidewen
然后到了昨天，看到‘哈蒂’= hadi 和他的朋友嘛。在RPC
他以为我再等edwin.
我便跟他解释我们很清楚的分了手。
我没在等他啦！哈。
明明知道我们分手了为什么要在我的伤口上檫盐！很痛好不好！
他就跟我介绍了他的朋友，俊凯。
让我不自惊的想到了慧玲。哈！
他还跟我握握手。
又想到‘他’了。
有人在想我！我最近一直在打喷嚏啊！俩下俩下的打。
我真的很想知道是谁!!!!
rawr rawr rawr!
today as intending to pon sch one lo! but in the end i didnt hehs
and im glad that i didnt! xD cus i dont want to waste an opportunity to learn. :]
hmms.
after sch was thinking of where to go,
since no one wanna hang out with me.
then mama nva cook dinner.
so in the end i went to loiter the streets.
i alight at amk.
then i went to ntuc.
dumb me.
cus my purse no one buck so i use basket instead of trolley.
in the end i was still carrying my laptop in a sense. dum dum xp
i help some guy to pick his choc up. ^^
after that i thinking of tian di.
then i went to buy a black nail polish from face shop
i think i siao le
but nvm
hmmm.
walk there wor.
tired leh. but nvm, train muscle!
hehs
on the way saw a teenage girl picked up smth for a man chasing a bus. another good deed today.
got there le then got a girl like the lady boss promote books to me.
in the end she is lao ban niang de sister!
5 yrs younger. i tot twins lo! hehs.
so chio. her name is JANIS! hope i will rmb her the next time. ;]
23 book cost 32.10.
i used my prize money to pay *_*
hehs. ou er er yi la ;x
wo ai xiao mei,
xiao mei ai wo ma? ^^
啊啊啊啊啊啊！
我尽然爱上小美！
他真的是魅力无法当好不好！
超帅的！
爱死他了。
好想真的可以见到他哦。
跟他约会
做情人
贺军翔！我们来换换爱吧！做我的恶魔在身边，嫁给我吧！来个爱情合约。
哈哈哈哈哈哈 我看我是真得疯了。
就此停笔。余言在叙！爱死他了。 做梦都会梦倒他。
whole day at home watching huan huan ai.
so nice, funny and touching, at least it helped me to spend a day.
7 ep. 10 mins for each part, one episode got 7-8 parts.
tired sial.
but to me its worth it. :]
i want wang chuan yi's phone!
loves! hahax see him so funny i cant stand loving him. AWWWS~
his nick said i'll show you, i've changed 4 you.
for her ba.
why am i the one feeling so miserable each day.
i wonder why.
this time
i had a challenge
i shall not go to his blog for 1 week.
see how does things goes.
it might lessen the pain i am having now.
why must love be this way.
if that night didnt happen,
will things still happen the same for us?
if i dont visit his blog,
i wont get hurt that much.
am i right to say it?
now after reviewing his blog word by word.
every single word is piercing through my heart.
do u know how much it is?
he is willing to wait for her wholeheartedly
maybe he has forgotten about me?
he has turned back to her?
2 years of relationship.
its hard to let go or put down?
then why did you stead with me in the first place?
did you really love me?
or am i the silly one.
the simple thinker.
that let you looked right through me.
am i right to say that or wrong?
didnt get to talk to u much...
whats the use.
all its my own thinkings since u dont want me to question you abt your blog.
so i will not ask.
thats wad forbids me from being close to you.
even though since that day we quarrelled so harshly,
why does my heart still stays the same?
why didnt i hate you?
why did i.... still love you that much?
is it cause i am still single and thoughts running wild?
these days i cant sleep,
feel like vomitting,
im late.
im worried about you,
im stressed.
but did you come to comfort?
no you didnt bother to ask.
why am i still doing this,
silly-ly waiting for you to return.
tell me why please.
he still loves her for what i can tell.
why am i still so persistant when he said 'i dont love you'
did he did that on purpose?
or he really meant it?
i dont really like contradictions.
he is confusing me
tormenting my everyday.
he promised her things?
or me?
i dont really remember anymore.
memories are fading way too quickly.
too quickly that i cant catch,
cant hold anymore.
been searching.
but no where to be found.
i am lost.
very lost without him.
no other than edwin.
it might be my fault.
when i was sick,
he wanted to come and see me,
but i rejected him.
when i am ill and feel like vomitting in the bus,
he let me lie on his lap to make me feel better.
when i was angry,
or just want him to pamper me more,
he gave in to me.
but what has changed?
since he had his new haircut.
everything seemed so different to me.
like he has changed.
to someone i never knew,
never loved.
he became ambitious.
he ditched me.
and he moved on without me.
when the time you said i love you to me.
i was really touched to tears.
but now no matter how much i love you i said,
will it even matters to you?
he's hers, not yours.
stop dreaming.
I slit my wrist and let the love in my blood flow.
I let it flow for you.
Wherever I go,
The blood drips,
The blood paved a path for you.
My love in my blood paved a path for you.
A path that will let you see my love,
Follow the love in my blood,
Walk the path,
And return to me.
Shit~~~
In the morning when go sch happily in the end when I on my com auto reformat sial… damn it.
Bo bian lo, I Monday then go fix. :[
Hmmms, today we like screw up in presentation.
1% chance...
I totally let kok hong be the one doing the ppt. and I just play games.
Im a bad bad girl.. :]
Kumar as usual didn’t do anything.
Im like so fucked up with him can?
Ediot. Make sure u don’t appear in my sem 2 class. I will really slap u in the face.
Went to eat casurina curry with D.D
So full can. Wanna puke somemore
I ordered egg prata and cheese and mushroom prata.
LET ME TELL U SMTH.
Egg prata = chao da
Cheese and mushroom = one block of cheese and many many mushrooms
If its not for the mushroom, I will simply throw it aside or play disk-ers with it.
Freaking thick cheese.
So filling.
And this time,
D.D chase me for 10cent. xD!
I was like avoiding and running abt
When I was taking pic D.D suddenly appeared behind me!
I SCREAMED!
I LITERALLY SCREAMED SIAL. Then D.D tio stun. xD
Den we busbus to amk.
Shop shop
I keep telling D.D to say I love you.
And buy a ring if you love me.
Budden… D.D nva… :[ HUMPH
I bought new nail polish! xD
Classic sentence quoted : ‘if he is my type, i wont be giving him to you?!’
There was a girl.
Who was wandering in a pastry stall.
Selling delicious egg tarts.
She loves egg tarts.
Then she checked her purse.
She was 5 cents away from buying 4.
One for her grand pa,
One for her grand ma,
One for her mother,
And the last for herself.
Then she thinks,
‘Should I borrow the 5 cents from the bad guy?’.
She was desperate and helpless.
Suddenly, something struck her mind.
She had extra notes in her purse for emergency.
Happily she bought the egg tarts back home,
For her grandpa, grandma, mother and herself.
Today I got something on my bed.
Smth to hug.
Smth that’s big.
Smth that I long for.
What is tt thing? Ask momo-nii. :]
things to make it clear...
i am STILL single
equals = i am still AVALIABLE...
but that doesnt mean i will accept anyone yet!?
stop pestering... v tiring. PLEASE...
and....
dont say you love me when you dont even know me.
dont come to ask for stead when you have NOTHING TO DO.
so disappointed in you.
dont use me as a substitude.
love me for who i am.
cherish me for the love i gave you.
if you like someone else, go for her.
dun be restricted by the boundaries.
currently,
jobelle is NOT loved.
so be it.
Jobelle had a baby
She had a doggy
She had someone who called her ‘dear’
People chasing her while she kept rejecting.
She wonders why she did that.
I remember those days where after school we just went to the park.
Took off our skirts and sat on the swing and sing and swing.
Tried the bicycle but was afraid of falling.
Drink, luff, lala-ed every park day.
I wonder, when will those days come back?
sickening sickening people nowadays... i shall not mention names :] u know who they are right?
there are assholes
people that sucks big time
problematic attitude pipo
but! there are still people who are loved ;]
anyways, went out after sch with pipo for dinner.
at sakae. buffet like siao.
now 2 ppl knows my secret.
thou they wont speak a word out of it.
felt left out at times but nvm.
drank and la-la-ed
then been walking into nike shops, guess only they know what im hunting for.
missed out one at cineleisure.
sheeshhh.
when i was gg home i was thinking
im so tired today
go home do rj and rest ba
suddenly something reached my mind...
UT...
god damn it.
i became VERY AWAKE then.
adrenaline boost to the max.
im v tired. but what to do.
good ppl becoming sickening ppl haunting me non stop :]
我觉得很无奈，
看她哭泣的脸，
我说所的话都安慰不了她。
但我没哭。
想到他的存在，
想到他的不舍与无奈，
他也在被折磨，很无助的时候，
我们竟在旁边默默地望着他与死神的磨斗。
我很想帮他，但我做不到。
他根本没醒过。
我很爱他，很爱他。
舍不得他。不想他离去。
但一想到他对我说过的话，
他的嘱咐，
我便让他安心的走了。
那一天，想起就特别的痛。
连妈妈都没想过我是怎么熬过来的。
我很后悔，因为那个早上是我最后一次机会再见到他了。
好想痛哭一场在他的怀里。给他安慰。。。
i seriously duno what is wrong with her.
if you wanna say things, say it clearly. dun be lazy to just type it out.
dun just say. 'what?' like the tone valencia did. sounds v rude n attitude.
just type it out, what MOVIE. and it will cease all the misunderstandings instead of dragging of where to go for hours.
next...
if u made a mistake, apologize will do. dun expect ppl to change their form of reply since they already gave u a reply. its too late now. shall i add a reply? im sorry, i should add a sentence just now... 'so you are not gg?'
the thing is. what u say contradicts what u are thinking, too late to say sorry when people had already gave u a reply then u started to explain what u mean.
hey, i think i not gg out le la.
u still wanna go out?
1) u clearly stated u are not gg out le
2) wtf will i still go out without u gg?
3) i go out WITH myself. ha?
after i send my reply. then u say. i say i not gg out to meet her. pls... i aint no receive ANY msg tt u said u not gg out to meet her before tt...u think im a pcychic? i can predict that u MEAN u not gg out with her in tt sentence? did tt 'i said i not gg out to meet her' is INCLUDED in the 'hey i think i not gg out le' statement? say what u mean. dun add hidden meanings in it.
dun forget promises or just leave them out.
dun mess up ppl's day or piss them off.
thanks... by the way. ptbubt
hooray? hahhax its pictures time...
* 'drink', my sparkly new shoes from mama ^^, and ... fuck that com. xD
*ice cream sundae with whip cream surrounding it, scallop from crystal jade, [made me wait v long.. whines :[], next... the necklace ^^*loves*
* see tt pink word billabong? ^^, de ice cream cake, pork ribs from new york new york.
* trying to see how clear his cam was.. ahahx. on the ramp in rp.. and my baby jo! ^^ can stand le. how cute ^^
* the cam whore, guess whose butt? DAM BIG RIGHT! QUICK EXCLAIM OH MY GOD TTS DAMN BIG! xD and ya.... its marcus's... the little kid trapped when we are hanging out. sweats sia see him climb.
*ice kimo! kawaii rite? heex. hu wanna pei me eat choc fondue there. i want.. hehs., next is huiling, sleeping with laptop on on bus. PRO SIAL. [applause] next is mei yin n her. NOTE: huiling is smiling in her slp.
*dun stare, i'll cry. next is guess whats the red patch of thingy in the pic.... the next pic shows the answer... hahax.. GUESS THEN. i shall not tell u the answer. :D
*chawahmuchi~! yum, u order what i order what. BLEH!, then its the STYLISH ah ma in mrt. ;] cool seh. n tts me! in the next pic...
* guess whose sundae it is? he himself say he can eat 5 balls of it. in the end... HE DID. pro sial. next is the pressie ^^ its yum oki? CHOCLIC!~
* see the pics for urself... and tt is what we shared tt day.
* you like curry rite? see how well it turned out... :x
* a mark that is left, mango ice! its dam nice! without the pomelo of cus. tt is so sour can? and lastly... the skirt that i liked. :[ which she dun wanna buy for me. :[
我被烧水汤到了.
爸爸。。。
我和妈妈又在想你了。
又再次为了你哭泣。
对不起。
我还不够坚强。
没法忘了你。
没法不想你。
你是我永远的爸爸。
我会永远记在心里。。。
rmbing tt day of happenings...
i called edwin and wanted to tell him about it...
he had badminton.
and because he wanted to change his clothes,
he urged me to hang the phone.
so there it went.
and the next phone call i had with him?
we broked...
Here it goes!
Went to huiling hse for majong.
Before tt the 3 masketgirls have conflict.
Budden… resolved!
Hehs. Kev the extra one xD no la… duno since when they jio him go le.
Then went play. Still need to teach. We like pro sia. He NEVER win ONCE. xD poor thing.
After he left, we continued. The speed is so much faster. So fun! Hahax. Huiling pro. Not even 2 rounds of taking tiles can hu le.
One classic quote from kev : Jiu BAMBOO…
I duno why mei yin hear le will luff so much till her tummy pain. *sayangs* 9 SHUO. Not bamboo. Hahahx. I think she imagine 9 tikos with clothes hanging on it that’s y she luff till so funny.
Then huiling teach him… 1 wan… 1 hundred thousand. Lmao… and the teacher teach while the assistants were luffing away like hyenas.
mei yin's way of HU v predictable. thats why every time she pause LONG LONG... i know two words to say... "HU LE!" xD
Had dinner there. Guess wad? One plate of rice, a few STRIPS of vege.. 1 fried scrambled egg with ikan bilis. AND!!!! ONE MEAT BALL!!!!!!! *cheers*
Hahax. Pluck some leaves on the tree to feed me before I go MOO~ xD
Waiting for sat to come! And harry potter screening!!!!!!!! *$(&#*($&#$*
SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME! SAY THAT YOU CARE!!! SAY SAY SAY!
Hope u pipos like the new music playlist ^^ hard effort sia.
Im bushed.
I cant think straight.
If I collapse in the toilet I think no one will realize ba. Hahax.
Im very tired, my gastric hurts, these days I have not been able to sleep well.
But who cares? Right?
Im washing clothes in the toilet, washing and washing, one basket of it.
My strength is gone. My eyelids are drooping. I can hardly take it.
But I still keep scrubbing with the strength I have left.
My back hurts like hell.
My injury hurts too.
But who cares?
I could merely pour the water away, each time litres of water need to be emptied. I felt that I kept hurting my back further. No choice.
I washed the clothes 4 times? Imagine the basket, its full. You are so bushed and tired with injury. And u had to wash it no matter what…
Nah. Who cares…
Yesterday went to New York New York to eat for the first time. What we had ordered is not bad. Nice. Bbq pork ribs taste like chao siew. Bratwurst sausage is nice, but the bacon and skin eat long le like rubber band… then I gave away half of my sausage. Cus im leaving space for my endorphins… chocolate fondue!!!!! First time eat in my life sial. But saddded lor. Emo fondue I think. Hahahx. The waitress say is 4 ppl eat de lo. But why we can finish it? It looks like 2 serving instead of 4. Duno how many couple looking at us savouring it sial. Lmao. I think the girls jealous, why bf nva order that for them to tian tian mi mi. xD Anyway, the seafood platter is nice sial. I see 2 tables ordered it. The smell so nice. Piao ah piao in the air. So tempted. One day I must try! My sausage is a sinful delight. Hahax. MUAHAHHAX. Fondue fondue~ my emo fondue~
Today went to huiling hse to celebrate birthday.
I was totally late la. So sry mei yin T_T
I took the cake. So worried that it will melt before I even get to her hse.
Then meet her, heng she bought candles from Kodak. Hahax. Mei yin called huiling and said we are at hougang gg down… then reach le. We still need to knock the correct code. Where I am the one who did it! xD knock x6 the knocking goes… [happy birthday to you~ bla blas] oh ya. Before that. We step into the hse tt time, Valencia came and say “Are the present for me?” *snatch plastic bag* =.= she really getting overboard. Then majong 3 rounds. Let her find present. No find no cut cake. Hahhax. Then went we cutting cake Valencia wanna eat. She took the knife. Heng I got it back in time. =.= v selfish girl. We are taking picture then she block ma. Then I tell her to come over my side then I give her smth. She guai guai come lo. Cus got THING to get ma. Then she demanded smth from me. Pull my sleeve somemore. Give her thing mus give her smth SHE LIKES AND WANTS. If not she will demand and say NO, NO THIS ONE. Gave her 3 nachos le. Say I nva give. Cus she wanna eat more, so she lied. Gave her cake to eat already. She say nva. =.= cus she just wanna eat more.
Worse come to worse. Taking huiling things without permission. Even b4 huiling can open her card she snatch and open. But haven see yet. Heng I got it back. Very irritating and ill mannered la. She shouted why she no present. Pls lo. Not ur bdae can? Dun be so selfish. She just wanna do things her way. She doesn’t care about whose thing is it. She cut huiling’s ribbon. Without permission. And she got another lecture from me and huiling again. Mei yin is so scared of us. Cus by the way we teach children is v strict. Hahahx. And she is scared to have kids too. One classic sentence from her is ‘I need to get married at 12 years old.’ And for your info. She is only 5. One more thing. I duno WHO THE HELL taught her this sentence. Which might be the reason for her bad behavior. ‘I am small so I can do anything I want.’ Poor Valencia. Must be some baddie that put this into her mind to make her so rebellious.
She is scared of me. Cus everytime I go huiling hse and she is there, she will kana lecture. Secondly. She loves me. And gave me a hug b4 I went home. Weird rite? She nva said this to mei yin or hug her. When mei yin fly her 5 times she kicked her… u know…. xD so dangerous. So I tell mei yin to back face her so that she wont kana kick the second time. The final kick is real hard de. Heng sia. If not GONE CASE…
The cake is nice ^^ but very hard to slice. ;x sorry huiling. Hehs. Then mei yin is a perv! She chased me sial! No la. Just tt I treat her dinner then she chase me to return money. But at the busstop I keep saying aloud “ DON’T CHASE ME LA, YOU PERV!” then she scared ppl really think she pervert. xD so funny. Heng I can run sial. My leg still hurts by the way. Then when I alight from my bus. My womb hurt. Just duno why. Its not cramps. It just hurt till I cant walk. Then I dragged myself home. If not I wont be here. Maybe collapse at the road or smth.
Tts all for today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING! Kudos pipo! ^^
my leg still hurts.
but i'm still walking.
i bear the hurt with my bones and flesh.
thats what my parents gave me.
8 hrs of slp and *pop!* im awake again. hahahx. duno why everytime will like tt.
and some idiots called my hse. 2 of them before i bui ta han and wake to pull the cord off. cus there is a phone in my room too. leg still hurts. duno y. tt time at midnight woke due to tt extreme pain. i nearly screamed out my lungs. why must like tt suffer?
i had a dream. realistic one. but to me its kinda funny though. i was outside hanging out with a guy and a girl. suddenly. a door swing open and hit my face. very suddenly... then of cus i was shocked and in pain. then my teeth dropped [some. not ALL xD] and my mouth bleed profusely. very pain. and my face swelled. if that case happened in real life. i think the person sure die le. cus if im not wrong. the guy that is hanging out with me is violent. cus he went after the person and trashed him in my dream.
*-*_*-* warm milk with brandy makes me feel better, but try not to be addicted to it due to sleepless nights *-*_*-*
You are just an inch away. :] glad to know that.
Shouldn’t have drink… gastric hurts at night that keeps me awake. Hahahx. Secret. :]
Sians. Nth to do. Either I keep drinking and finish it. Then whine whine all day cus it hurts. Then wait for people to sayang me. ^^
Guess what? At this time, in the kitchen, there is someone warming milk for me. xD with brandy ^^ want me to slp then say la. Make such small small actions. RAWRS xD
Something has been hanging behind my door since that day. Its strong, it doesn’t drop. Every lonely night I will jus look at it. And rmb that I was loved once. :]
Im tired. But I cant slp cus of the inflicting pain. *Flict flict flict*
I wanna go sing karaoke. Create havoc. Pwn love. Love ***.
* im just a lonely good girl singing to my lonesome tune* [guess the meaning behind this sentence]
Yoz! It was a hectic situation ytd in class. Cus right before I went for the second break I have decided to upgrade my office to the 2007 version. Who knows that I wasn’t accustom to it and it almost lead to failure in present the presentation slide. Lucky there was kok hong to help me in this lesson always. As dom as finished the VB he can slack and watch his movie liao lo… then the kumar. Good for nth. Nvm. He wanna try to do ppt rite? I let him try. But his speed so slow. Like trishaw moving lik tt. My one is F1 leh. Can speed till you cock eye one. Then both of us like hurrying and panicking all the time. Lucky rid came back and tot me how to use save as… for God’s sake sia. Why Friday mus be com n maths. If other days then he no need prayers, can help.
During second break, pei kev listen to talk talk… sit and luff. Hahahx. Damn funny. Bt not as funny as ‘wliia’ xD that one I think I will endorse money to let them come and make me laugh lo. Bt Noel’s talk the most funneh will be the 3 heads part and the CHOOT CHOOT! byebye mr. *** *** ****! xD dam funny. Cant believe he is a kindergarden teacher.
When after 6p, I rush straight over my eva, my rj and my my quiz. Then go home lo. Hahax. RUSHING. Cus got event ma. BIGBIG ceremony. And im in it lo. So have to rush. Just nice, when I was walking out guess who I saw? YUSRA AND HADI! I ran u know? Ran towards them and suddenly break beside yusra. Then she exclaimed my name xD cus she didn’t expect I was there and I look so differently. :] hadi was surprised too. Then we walk home tgt. On the mrt we were like talking and joking so loudly la. Hahhax. Ps. :p hadi talked abt *****. Insulting him and stuffs la. Then my reaction v big. xD guess he knows that I still **** him. :]
Reached home. Quickly bathe. Dressed formally. Prepared the thumping heart to calm down. Then waited for someone to pick me up. Rush there. In the end? Have to wait for the others. xD I slept in the car. ;x dam tired. Then we ate at the country club. So full sia. And very de OILY. xD okok la. Not that oily as the oil oozing out. Then we K! karaoke till 1230 sia. When they have to shoo us out of the place. xD I was so shy to sing at first. But then hiong liao lo. Hahahx. They nva played my last song! I dam sad can! T_T somemore all is use the controller de. Hard to choose sia. Cus u cant visualize what songs they have lo. RAWRs. But I had a happy day. I sang my heart out. I joked. I luff. I enjoyed my day. And… I know I have someone to rely onto now. :]
The ceremony took place. He wore a chain for me. :] I she bu de take off lo. Hahahx. So I think I will be wearing it every day le. But cant accustom to it la. Cus u slp with a chain ard u ;x
I was glad I had new parents :] new siblings :] and a big new family :] and a caring grandpa of mine.
To girls out there,
Don’t give your all to a guy that request sex from you. It’s just not worth it. You will end up regretting. So just ditch him if he request from you. No matter how much you love him. No matter what, a guy who request sex from you before marriage is not a gentleman at all. And he doesn’t love you too.
From, Jobelle
Ytd was the 49th day after my father passed away. The 7th week.
Woke in the morning, wash up dressed and hurried to the temple.
As we were late already.
My god parents and aunties accompanied me there. With my mum.
Hear them chanting and stuffs. The monk chant till v fast. Even I cant catch hear the words he say.
I almost slept thru 2 of the sessions.
Then so tired lo. I missed sch ^^ so fraillllll. Nearly fainted
Then after that we went home. Then I hear the monk pray. Chant chant :S
Boring~
Then after tt went to eat. Then pei them chat a while then I went to slp le.
Slp till 530 plus.
Tired.
Then finally went to cut hair.
But no diff.
I was pissed off.
Then I went to cut again. xD
At another new salon ^^
Look so diff.
I think some ppl think its not nice. Y_Y
Now in class.
Later after sch gt ceremony.
^^
Finally… :D
Cried on the train.
Was I too harsh yesterday?
If yes then I'm sorry.
Being a good person is tough.
I'm sorry that I'm rebellious
I'm sorry that I let you down
I'm sorry.
I was too pressurized perhaps.
Thinking that going out with friends and meeting new ones wont be much of a problem.
I didn’t know I let you worry, let you down.
I was late.
But I made it on time.
The journey on the train seems so lonely and long.
My thoughts ran wild.
The song kept playing.
I recalled that scene.
I'm sorry that I've let you down.
I'm really sorry.
I will be what I promised you. Be a good girl.
No matter what happen you shouldn’t have blackmailed me to return.
If I like and I want, I will. No point forcing hard feelings.
I song, I return. Bui song, dun return.
Dun give me crap.
Dun black mail me.
I said I will take care of myself and not let you worry rite?
I also need my space, my time and where I want to be.
I jus need 2 and a half years more. Is it just so hard for u to wait?
If this year, I really cant make it… will I have to return?
Is tt a must?
Now that I have a choice.
Just that should I treasure it a not.
Dun stay in sg jus for my sake.
You can carry on with your own life.
Get what I mean?
You said you will wait…
Will you?
Just give me 2 and a half years more.
Dun stress me please.
No hard feelings.
i know that losing her to you is a hard obstacle.
you loved her so much that you cant bare to leave her.
she made your life complete while i wasn't even there.
the love for her bossoms as you felt she's the one.
i had the feeling too as i read along with it.
so off you go, to the rightful place you should be...
Guuuuud MORNING! Eberione! :X
I said my mornings to my cute grandpa. But not the jumbo yet. :] I can still hear her murmurings in the living room. Guess that’s where she is. I haven step out till the living room yet. Oh boy, I MISSSSSSED those MURMURings sia ^^
Anyway. Im home alone all day. Any one wanna jio me out? xD sports also can, shopping also can, arcade also can, drinking also can. Hahahax. N ETC.
Bdaes that are coming up soon…
4th july – ah siao’s
9th july – huiling’s
Bla bla july – god sis’s
I forgot when is her birthday le :l hehs. Bo bian lo. :X I don’t feel like eating breakfast. Duno y no mood leh.
Something interesting happened last night. These days I have been watching ryan, wayne, collin and drew to laugh my self away. Who knows that their impact is so strong that they came into my dreams. xD hehs. A few days b4, I saw him in the future look. :] guess who? Don’t tell you. :]
Kudos! ^^
-throat hurts TnT-
