if i dont visit his blog,
i wont get hurt that much.
am i right to say it?
now after reviewing his blog word by word.
every single word is piercing through my heart.
do u know how much it is?
he is willing to wait for her wholeheartedly
maybe he has forgotten about me?
he has turned back to her?
2 years of relationship.
its hard to let go or put down?
then why did you stead with me in the first place?
did you really love me?
or am i the silly one.
the simple thinker.
that let you looked right through me.
am i right to say that or wrong?
didnt get to talk to u much...
whats the use.
all its my own thinkings since u dont want me to question you abt your blog.
so i will not ask.
thats wad forbids me from being close to you.
even though since that day we quarrelled so harshly,
why does my heart still stays the same?
why didnt i hate you?
why did i.... still love you that much?
is it cause i am still single and thoughts running wild?
these days i cant sleep,
feel like vomitting,
im late.
im worried about you,
im stressed.
but did you come to comfort?
no you didnt bother to ask.
why am i still doing this,
silly-ly waiting for you to return.
tell me why please.
